So I haven't been updating much on here lately.. not because I don't have anything to talk about. I guess.... well I'm not sure why I don't, but alas, here I am. What's been going on in my life? Plenty!
I started work yesterday morning. It's exactly how it was last year, which in a sense is good. I didn't have to learn anything new, but it could definitely be a long summer if something interesting doesn't get goin at the Old Folks Home :) I'm exhausted. Getting up at 4:30 completely sucks, but being done at 1:30 is really nice so it balances itself.
Tonight, I gave my speech about my Chicago trip at church. It went great! I don't know what came over me, but I honesty think I did a really great job. Maybe I'm pumping some confidence into this lifeless life of mine :)... okay oximoron I know. Anywho.. It went well and I'm very proud of myself for doing it without getting all nervous and Kari-like. Yaya me. I rock hardcore! Tonight after the speech I also did another hardcore thing for me. I went over to a girls' house.. a girl I thought always hated me. I'm not sure if she really wanted me there, but in the end it turned out great. I think we can at least be civil with each other now, so I'm excited. It'll definitely make my summer better because all my friends are friends with hers. YAYA me for being nice to people who aren't always nice to me haha.
Lovelife... or shall I say friendship life - Logan's really great. I know I say this about every guy I like yada yada, but seriously he is. He told me he was praying for me and him and that God do with us what He feels is right for us. Ok... never heard that before. Especially from a guy!! A guy who will wait? what? huh? Yes there are men like that out there. Maybe I'll end up with one of them ;) I'm not jumping to anything though...I've done that far too many times. Logan's a friend, a friend I'd like to get to know more about most definitely.
I'm starting to miss people from college, but I don't think any of them miss me. No one talks to me. I mean I could talk to them, but seriously, why should I have to make the effort all the time?? I promised myself I wouldn't do that anymore and I'm sticking to my guns. Needless to say, people from NWC.. if you wanna talk to me, you know where to find me. I'll try to talk to you, but don't expect too much!!
I have something else I need to vent about... but I think it can wait ... maybe even later tonight. For now, life is going good. I'm finding a piece of myself I didn't even know existed... I still have somethings to work on of course but every little piece matters.
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