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..Dreamer.. (sweet__pea) wrote,
@ 2003-06-17 22:22:00
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    Current mood: content
    Current music:Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve

    I want forever
    Have you ever been in love? Some say it is great, but its horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. You would do anything for that person. That can be a good thing and a bad thing. That person can take advantage of your love and you end up heartbroken and hurt.

    It opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside your thoughts and feelings and mess you up. You build up this whole armor, for years, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your
    life. You give them a piece of you, your heart.They don't ask for it, but you give it anyway. They do something simple one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

    Love takes hostages. It gets inside you, makes you feel like you're on air. The truth of the matter is you're not really in love, you're totally infatuated, to the climax. Once this 'love' gets inside and fills you, in the end it tears you up and leaves you crying in the darkness, so even a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working it's way into your heart.. or like someone is grabbing a tight hold onto your heart, not letting you breathe because you are so upset and hurt that it takes you by surprise. Yes, It hurts.

    It hurts Not just in the imagination, Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets inside of you and rips you apart. Sometimes I just.. I hate love. It keeps you up at night, cant sleep, all you can think about is what happened, and what was done. Its over and done with but the heartache lives on inside. Love bites until you find the forever love. I want that forever love now, soon. I just want love. I want forever.

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2003-06-18 06:57 (link)
Just how I think! Love hurts at the end anyway, so sometimes I just think that what's the point of falling in love? It just happens... suddenly you're willing to do anything for that someone! After it, everything hurts! Seeing that somebody, lovely couples...everything! and that sucks! I hope to find that someone one day, before my heart's forever broken.

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