FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!! (after 3 really depressing days)
OMG OMG! On Tuesday, we recieved the posting and I was in freaking PJC?!?!?!?! I stay in ANG MO KIO and I was posted to a school at Choa Chu Kang?!?!? Sooooo not cool. Depressed the whole day. Felt so gay crying. But couldn't help it. Last day as 1T29. Went to Seoul Gardens to binge on food as a class. Made me quite happy. Then they started playing emo songs. like She Will Be Loved, and It Ends Tonight. It made me cry. Cos She Will Be Loved has the lyrics that goes, "It's so hard to say goodbye..." and It Ends Tonight is self explanatory. Cry cry cry cry cry. Damn sad. Took a few pictures, but I didn't feel like I was in a picture taking mood. With a huge pimple and freaking swollen eyes.
On Wdnesday, went to PJC. I was a super pariah (outcast). So many people were speaking in Chinese. I couldn't mix with them. Talks after talks after talks. Damn boring. Ponned PJC halfway to go back to CJC. Was soooo happy in CJC! Saw NatWee there, went to visit the tennis team. A really really great team. Missed them all hell loads even though it was only a day. Those people instantly put a smile to my face. Talked to tennis teacher and coach, and they decided to help me write a letter in. Talked to (hee hee), so quite happy.
Thursday, ponned PJC. Crashed CJC damn fun. Even though I was just sitting at the grandstand most of the time. The atmosphere in CJC is just so great that it makes you feel great too. Got too see everyone again! Made me so happy! Shawn, Jason, XueHui, Debra, NatWee, VanessaLee, CYY, Tennis Seniors, plus many many more people, not forgetting 1T29. Talked to (hee hee) again. Happy. But it ended a depressing day. Cos CJ didn't call me yet. Went home and became a piece of emo shit. Cos 2 days passed without CJC calling me, and people who appealed on that day itself got in already. Depressed like crazy. Cry like madness again. Damn gay.
Friday, finally thought things through, realised that going back to CJC is not so possible anymore. Went to PJC with a more open mind. But orientation still sucked. Talks after talks after talks. Got to know a few more people. Saw some SN primary old good friends. Quite happy. Met another CJC tennis appeal person there, decided to go back to CJC and plead with the teacher to help us. Went back. Plead with the teacher. Teacher talked to Principal for a while. Walked around. Talked to some teacher who said that there's no more hope to come back to CJC. Depressed, but not really, cos I already thought things through. Walked around CCA bazaar. Then, went outside the Audi, and I finally got THE CALL. Interviewed by Principal for a while, he asked me how I thought I ranked in the tennis team. I said 8th best (sounded nicer). There are only 8 girls plus me in tennis I think. So I was saying that I was the worst. HAHA. Then he said how could I appeal in if I was only the 8th best. Then I managed to crap some shit. And he let me in! Woohoo!!!!!!!!! Happy X100000, rushed back down to PJC to withdraw and back to CJC again! I'M BACK IN CJC EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! Just in time for the last day of Orientation!!!!!!! Hope it will be fun!!
This whole week has been a roller-coaster ride of emotions. I am left with fugly puffy eyes and many pimples due to all the stress. Thank God! Thanks to all my friends who comforted me!!! Especially my tennis seniors and 1T29!!!!!!!
If only Shawn and XueHui can get through too, everything would be perfect.
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