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Carissa (suckmykiss515) wrote,
@ 2004-10-31 00:48:00
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    just like last time, but a little worse
    i dont know what i want to happen.

    i want to break it off sometime to try other people, but when you go out for awhile you become so attatched to them, and not in the boyfriend/girlfriend way, but as just friends too. i want to stay good friends with him so badly, i want to visit south korea with him someday, i want to know about anything thats bothering him. always. but when we tried just being friends it was a disaster, utter disaster. i dont want it to happen again like that. and i also cant imagine being just friends with him too, i went into total panic once while we were broken up because of something he said. i dont know if i'd be able to handle it. it seems like every option has more cons than pros.

    its a joy and a tragedy at the same time.



    am i blowing things out of proportion? i need to sleep.


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underthebridge0
2004-10-31 15:37 (link)
wow, you seem to be going in circles. i dont know what to tell ya. i've kinda already told you my opinion. thats to take a break, or just break up. but then you say its a disaster. thats some tricky business you got there. hmm *shrugs*

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underthebridge0
2004-10-31 15:39 (link)
...and suffering can be positive in the end. keep that in mind.

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suckmykiss515
2004-10-31 22:46 (link)
yeah, i know.
but if we were to break up now the suffering could last till we graduate...and thats a very long time to wait for any positives.

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underthebridge0
2004-10-31 23:40 (link)
you never know what could happen, or who could pop up. do you plan to go out with him til we graduate?

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fum me
(Anonymous)
2004-11-01 19:47 (link)
poor dearie...well I saw your face light up when Tom showed up at the concert and as long as he doesn't make you cry...You could get bored- just keep your eyes open.

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suckmykiss515
2004-11-01 22:46 (link)
its impossible to tell how long we will go out...
and in response to keeping my eyes open, i just hate having to decide between two people, i've done that in the past and it aint pretty but i know i will need to try someone else sometime....but who?! and when?!
decisions, decisions.

i'll just go with the flow for now...

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flow
(Anonymous)
2004-11-04 21:01 (link)
...yea...go with the flow...

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only_mortal
2004-11-18 17:11 (link)
You've got yourself a mighty big predicament there! Once you get in this deep it's so hard to get out. It's too bad that just being friends with him doesn't work. I don't really know how to help... it makes me feel so useless! Hopefully one day the opening for the relationship to end will show itself, so just keep your eyes peeled for the right time.

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