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i almost forgot.. he didn't cheat on me that night. it was his stupid ass friend putting shit in my head. ryan was like "oh melissa he's with soraya and they're looking for somewhere to go together".. and "i'd tell you to come over, but you wouldn't wanna see jon jon and soraya together".. "you won't be okay".. what would anyone think if someone was saying that?? and then i got all upset because i thought soraya and i were straight and i just didn't think that jon jon would do something like that to me- ever. well, turns out they were looking for somewhere to go.. A PARTY.. so that soraya could meet up with the guy she's dating. i was so pissed that ryan made all that shit up and then he has the fucking balls to tell me the next day that he never said any of that shit. guys are just as coniving as girls!
but i felt so shitty the next day for even believing what ryan was telling me. i should have known better. i'm glad i didn't do anything stupid that night though... i just came home and went to bed after the drama.
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