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mel (style_guru) wrote,
@ 2005-06-21 13:52:00
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    Current mood: contemplative
    Current music:the postal service- such great heights

    so i haven't talked to jon jon in a good four or five days. i mean, he'll call me but our conversations last about five minutes tops because of our schedules. his phone is all messed up (i hate metro) so it's not like he chooses not to talk to me. and he did walk to the gas station to call me from the pay phone the other night. but sometimes i don't really know what to think. i haven't seen him in over a week- i've stopped counting the days because it just pisses me off. it seems like he is so carefree about everything.. he doesn't mind when we don't see eachother or talk to eachother. and i'm sick of always having to be the one that goes to visit him. it's fucking bullshit. i remember when i used to compare jon jon to all of my past boyfriends.. and now i compare all of them to him. i'm not used to being treated like this. i like all the attention. i like all the sweet things. i like the effort.

    is it bad that i compare them to him...
    and what does it all mean???

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