mel (style_guru) wrote, @ 2005-02-12 14:04:00

Current mood:	calm
Current music:	linkin park- numb


why is it okay for my dad to just flat out call me a bitch? and for him to tell me that i'm fucked up and that i have a fucked up mind? and for him to try to scare me every fucking day of my "worthless" life? i'm so sick of him and his stupid talks and lectures and explinations.
i'm so fucking sick of him.

i'm sick of faking it. hiding all my problems behind a smile.

after all the excuses that i've come up in their defense to help me understand why they are the way that they are towards me... i've finally come to an acceptance that my parents don't like me. and i'm more than okay with it. because i hate them. i suppose it's relevant to say that its a mutual feeling.

i can't wait to leave here.

	JuSt WaiT! fashion_grl 2005-02-16 14:58 (link)
	Yea I felt the same way. Just wait until you move out. It gets soo much better, i got an apartment and i love it. I dont fight w/ my parents at all anymore! Just wait =) x0. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: JuSt WaiT! style_guru 2005-02-19 15:20 (link)
	thanks. it gives me something to look forward to! xo (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: JuSt WaiT! fashion_grl 2005-03-01 18:21 (link)
	Yea thats fine! Ill add you too =) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)