| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | Random Creed Songs >.> |
*sigh*
Bluh.
I am so BLUH.
I don't have long to write in here becuz mom and my bitch-sister just went out to "borrow" money from my aunt. Yea, we're broke. AGAIN. Why? Becuz my sister nags for money every five minutes and my mom spends the rest of it on junkfood, takeout and whatever else she buys for herself. So, I guess that's why I've gotten so used to not asking for things, and when I do, I get my head bitten of and lectured about how "money doesn't grow on trees" and how I "act like such a spoilt little brat" and I "can't have everything I want". I guess that's true, Because everything I want is half a world away. It just seems so unfair.
Well, I stayed at Hannah's last night, twas fun. Only, we went to sleep at, like, eleven. Because we got so bored. Then we slept in until, like, eleven. Lol. Then today we went to the fair thing and had some fun. We were too chicken to go on any of the bigger (and scarier) rides, so we went on a smaller one a few times ^^; It was actually F-U-N.
Then I had to come home...*sigh*
The whole ride back here there was one thought running through my mind, "Well, I'm on a trip back to my living hell". I guess I thought right, because we weren't home even ten minutes and I wanted to cry, I'd already been told I was a conceited bitch, and yelled at because I wanted to go on the internet and my sister wanted to use the phone to organise her oh-so perfect and important social life.
Don't I just feel loved and wanted? BLARGH.
Anyways, yesterday I got to talk to Patrick...Kinda O.o; He wasn't really talkin' all that much *shrug* But yea... And then his phone card ran out and the stupid idiot called back to say goodbye (?!) Lol. I say "stupid idiot" because that is gonna get him in trouble, and he still doesn't seem to really care o.O; Lol. ~Amin mela lle, Patrick ^^~
So I guess I'm done with my bitching now. Off I go to shut myself in the bedroom and blast Creed and Lifehouse and Our Lady Peace until the bitches get home... Then I'll probably hide in the bathroom or go outside.
....I don't want to let them see me cry....
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