|Current music:||A Hard Day's Night x The Beatles|
Nothing but the Color of Fake Pain
Five days after deciding to go el natural, it hits: I'm dependent on medication and meditation. I'm starting to keep to myself again. I didn't sleep last night due to overwhelming feelings of self-hate and just pure sadness. I thought it would take longer to take a toll. At least inspiration will be easy to come across.
Keep it short.