Tara (storiesnalibis) wrote, @ 2003-11-27 22:42:00

Current mood:	aggravated
Current music:	"The I HATE Nicole song" -Tara

Oh my GOD!!!!!!!!
I can't stand Nicole!!!!!!....

"I thought I wanted to be friends with Tara... Weird... I'm not mad at her she's mad at me... This is so strange! I'm glad she likes to think that her and Katie are all that's important in my life, but it's not true. I'm not gonna stop writing about them because she doesn't like it. This is my place to talka bout how I feel and if how I feel about them is taking over my life then that's just how it is. I didn't screw up at all. I did nothing wrong. *Sigh* maybe it is better off without them... Maybe I can find other friends, but I doubt it. Gah... I'm so upset right now! I just want to scream!!!!!!!!! Screw it, I've been trying to get a hold of Katie to make things better, but I'm done! She hasn't tried to talk to me and all Tara does it bitch about me bitching. My parents keep saying they will get over it, but it's obvious they won't. I didn't do anything! I think I'm gonna be sick now. All I want to do is crawl into my bed and sleep until everything is over. Jared wants to break up and the best part of my day has been Scott calling me. My life is pointless and meaningless. I am worthless and pathetic... I need to lock this diary so no one can hate me for my thoughts. I need to find some real people. I need to stop all of this... I want to go take another long shower and drown myself in tears then I will take their pictures down and listen to Dashboard. The two of them are destroying me without meaning to. I am on the verge of hating them, but I know I never could because of all the good they've done for me."

What the hell? I've asked her a million and a 1/2 times to STOP TALKING ABOUT ME AND DOES SHE? NO!
Because she has no life and nothing better to talk about! AHHHH! I just want to hit her in the head right now! Maybe that will knock some sense into her and make her realize she IS pathetic and she needs a new FUCKING TOPIC!!!

	(Anonymous) 2003-12-10 20:28 (link)
	ummmm, i'm thinking you and katie are all that is important in the little freaks life as you two are all she can talk about. didn't she say she was over it already? hmmmmm the word LESBIAN comes to mind when she writes about you two. get a life nicole before you make us all puke. (Reply to this) (Thread)