MR. BROWN MAN (stfumrbrownman) wrote, @ 2004-11-03 19:43:00

Current mood:	determined
Current music:	tv

DARE to be drug free.
What is wrong with the world?

George W. Bush gets re-elected, and I saw Beastmaster making out with some boy.

Why does BM, of all people, get more boyfriends than I do? She's fat, stupid, annoying, and stupid. Yes, I know that her boyfriends are usually people like Will Duncan or are ROTC freaks, but still.

Actually, I know the answer to that question.

I'm way too shy. If I ever hope to marry, I need to start talking to people. It's so hard though. It scares me that I could be wasting my life by never trying. And I am. I'm wasting my life by never going and getting things. I am lazy, and I like to sit around and wait for things to happen. But it's comfortable like that. I need self-confidence. Maureen gave me a whole speech but I still, for some reason, cannot seem to stop thinking that people hate me. I'm paranoid, and I can't help it.

Anyways. I guess it's ramen noodles for the 3rd night this week. Mmmmm, delish.

	carojanerz 2004-11-03 22:30 (link)
	I know exactly what you mean. And, God. I'm sorry for your eyes. Atleastyou'vehadrelationshipsbefore. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	"I'm a real boy" stfumrbrownman 2004-11-03 22:56 (link)
	I don't consider Max and Rodney relationships. They weren't even real people! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)