| Current mood: |  disappointed |
today.. kinda sucked. i went to bed with out any of my homework done last night. then i woke up in the middle of the night at it felt like somone stabbed my leg.. i dont know what was wrong with it but for like 15 minutes i couldnt move it or i felt a sharp pain though my leg.. it hurt.. then i didnt get up till like 6:00 so i had to skip the shower and put my hair up.. i looked like shit.. and i felt really sick too.. but i knew i couldnt be absent so i just went to school.. and now im home i went to lunch and started to cry because i felt soo shitty i felt like the biggest loser .. i kept saying michelle pull your self together.. but i couldnt uhh im such a baby. and sam made me goo to the nurse.. (thanks sam ;-) i didnt miss much so its ok.. lunch science and outdoor living.. i think i should be ok to go to darkside. i hope.. and converge tomarrow.. yeah i will be fine... i just keep thinking about october 25th and how.. im going to see one of my favorite bands play..:D its gonna be great.
well i think im going to make some tea and just relax.. i think i felt sick because i was so over welmed with school work and the feeling that some friends are upset b/c they think we are drifting.. and darkside.. and my dad.. just everything.. i wish i could handle more. im not strong.. im so easily stressed.. i hate that.
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