| Current mood: |  mellow |
| Current music: | my immortal/evanesence |
a whisper from your voice and i quickly fade away......
Hey everyone this is my new journal>>this is really gonna be the last time i change websites...i know that its like the 3rd or 4th time i do this but this time im gonna stick here for a long while.Ive taken a long time to think and i thought i should start all over with my way of thinking. this probly makes no sense but its okay kus i understand it. Anyways>today i saw "the passion of christ", i really dont wanna comment on that so ill move on ....Oh yea! i just got back from ana's quincenera, i saw alot of people i used to talk to ..it kinda got me thinking>i wonder wat things would be like if i wouldve stayed in mcallen.i saw people i was really klose to. Me and ana were like best frends and neighbors. we were frends since the 2nd or 3rd grade. I can still remember all the stupid lil fights we got into and the really good times we thought we were the coolest. lol.Oh wow ...i hope i never forget those times...those were times when i knew that frends were forever. Now of course, i know frends suck! ahh j/k ..well most of them do.. and then there are those few that stick around and care about you. This hasnt been a good year so far...this is an over view of everything that happened:
1.Jan. 1-stayed home crying
2.Jan. 13-my bf breaks up with me<"he needs time">
3.Feb.14-Valentines day is sad when uve got no one
4.Feb.25-i find out my best friend lied to me
5.Feb.27-my x boi frend calls me....i dont want to go back to him
6.Feb.29-i figure out that the only true friend to have is within ureself
so watcha think? and its only February..only 10 more months to go...maybe things will change.
this passed week.i accomplished alot...i had a track meet at PSJA and i improved my time for the mile and the 800.I got 4th in the mile. THat night was cold... THis six weeks i failed algebra with a 69! but its okay kus im getting a waver to be able to run anways. lol. ive decided to either gain alot of weight or lose weight....still thinking tho.. i kant decide. lol.. i just want some change in my life thats all. maybe i wont do either one and just eat when im hungry .as for my so kalled-"love life",id rather say ,"no comment"plz. march 8th is my date for surgery ..thats on a monday, im kinda skared kus im gonna have to go to the hospital.ive never had surgery so i dont know wat its gonna be like. Ely said she'd call to chek up on me. awwwthanks frend! yea so....i dunno wat else to talk about except that......im kinda tired and i probly should be going now.....Love you all! bye ..muah!
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