Paul Thomas (st_paulthomas) wrote, @ 2003-03-11 08:06:00

Update! update! This is so unlike me.......
I’m half freaking out a little 'cos I haven't bought the twins a birthday present yet. But to be honest, they seemed to have distanced themselves from us lately, which sucks. But *shrugs* I’ll survive.

Oh I'm getting to hang out with Billy a lot now, which to me is the coolest thing in the world. But its not cool when i read his Journal and see how he's feeling. So really from this point im gonna be talking to Billy. (But feel free, to gossip about it *chuckles*). Just let me get in to serious Paul mode *serious face*


I have read lil' Billys journal over and over again, some of it makes sense some of it doesn't and my aim now is to try cheer him up. So here goes.


“I think there’s something wrong with me”
Bill, by what I read it doesn’t seem there’s anything wrong with you babe (I’ve kinda taken to calling you that, its cute. I won’t do it in public thou! *grins *). Its just emotions, and the way you feel and it doesn’t make anything ‘wrong’ about you, I don’t think anything could make you ‘wrong’ to be honest.


Okay im gonna skip a few lines, heh. Y’know like in maths class where you used to skip a few questions until you came to one you thought you probably knew the answer to.


“so i'm sitting here.. alone.. as usual”
I thought you preferred being alone, if you don’t come find me Il keep you company.

Im trying my best here. So why am I getting the feeling im going about this all wrong, and missing all the points * sighs* for a guy who reads Shakespeare I sure as hell can feel dumb sometimes.


Next Billy talks of him being good natured, loving and caring. Which I most definitely agree with. He apologises for leading anyone on and says how he never wants to hurt people. I think people know that Billy. They Know you would never want to hurt them, and if you accidentally lead them on…don’t worry im sure they’ll forgive you.


Still thinking im doing this all wrong *sighs a bit more dramatically *


“hmmm i'm probably not making any sense”
I can answer that, you were making more sense than I am now, babe (theres the ‘babe’ again, they just keep appearing! *Smiles *).

“if i lead you on i'm sorry.
if i scared you i'm sorry.
*hangs his head and whispers* i never meant to..”
You are a sensitive, sweet, perfect person. You need’nt apologise for anything. You haven’t lead anyone on intentionally, or scared anyone, and if you had they already know you never meant to. Theres no need to say it. * lifts your head up *


Im still doing this horribly wrong * sigh is as dramatic and heavy as can be*

Y’know I give up. Billy you got issues man * chuckles*


No seriously here’s my final thought. (*nods * yep like in Jerry Springer *giggles *)
I tried, I really did. I just don’t quite think I understand you, Billy. But don’t worry ‘cos im gonna try understand you. Try. Try. try
If you ever feel down and wanna talk, im usually around. Don’t be scared to talk to me. Were best friends. I hate seeing you so low, it’s just not good *shakes head *.


Oh one last thing. Billy you know I love ya, man right.

	kris__kreuk 2003-03-11 08:57 (link)
	*rae, skips through your entry, steals a few words, skips out* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	st_paulthomas 2003-03-14 12:16 (link)
	*runs after you, tackles you down and takes his words back* hah. *sticks tongue out at you* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kris__kreuk 2003-03-14 12:18 (link)
	*scrapes my knee, cries* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	st_paulthomas 2003-03-14 12:21 (link)
	*puts his hand over your mouth* shhh. I hate girls crying. shhhh *chuckles* *hugs you* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kris__kreuk 2003-03-14 12:28 (link)
	You shouldn't have tackled me! *licks your hand* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	billy_x_martin 2003-03-11 23:06 (link)
	yay an update.... XD (Reply to this) (Thread)

pharrell 2003-03-12 11:25 (link)

This community... I log on and noone's on or they aren't real social. So, you know this is fucking shady but most of these TF roles are not taken over at AFTER CELEBRITY and you'd be able to keep all the same relationships, for the most part, that you have here with characters. I have codes that I'd be willing to share to help get people started. None of you rocker boys are taken(ex the GC twins) and the community has people logged on at all hours of the day. in the late afternoon/evenings there are up to 30 people onlie as well. So, let the shadiness end. PEACE! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	number_1_nelly 2003-03-12 18:16 (link)
	u updated *dies of shock* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	the_tony_lovato 2003-03-13 19:38 (link)
	dude u updated (Reply to this) (Thread)

	the_tony_lovato 2003-03-13 20:20 (link)
	get your ass online or I will beat you up (Reply to this) (Thread)

	st_paulthomas 2003-03-14 12:15 (link)
	Tony, you would never beat me up, im to cute for that *smiles* (see the icon, im cute you can't deny it *nods). (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_tony_lovato 2003-03-17 19:05 (link)
	see mine. I have a coooool icon. I paid 3 dollers for my sunglasses. hahaha. I am sooo fucking cheap. Yuh huh I will to beat your ass up. You know why. Cause I am cuter than you so uh. *sticks out his tounge, then starts running* hahaha slow poke (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	you are so cute... tsc 2003-04-29 13:41 (link)
	If you are in need of some female company when at reading and leeds check me out... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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