Ashley (sporkus) wrote, @ 2004-03-09 18:09:00

Current mood:

crushed

So this is it.
The person I care about most.
Best friend
Boyfriend of seven months.
He's leaving in 3 months.
Right after the school year is over.
He said that he doesn't think that a long distance relationship will work, so he wants to break it off when he moves.
I understand his reasoning though. He said that he's had past long distance relationships. Many. None of them ever worked. So that's that I suppose. He'll be leaving two months short of our 1 year anniversary.
I'm in pain. The most emotional pain I've ever been in.
I just want to wake up from this horrible night mare.
Please dear god just let me fucking wake up.

The happiest I've ever been is going to end in 3 months, and for me, it's kind of like being told I only have 3 more months to live...

	alyce 2004-03-10 22:26 (link)
	*huggles* I'll have my car by then and a million asain snacks and lazertag tickets. enjoy what you have now. n_n (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: sporkus 2004-03-11 15:15 (link)
	*hugs* Yay for cars, asain food and lasertag. And yay for alyce. ^___^ <3 (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)