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omg...
omg...i have to pee...ok im back!
ok so i have to write this fast cuz my grandpa wants to use the computer but who cares about him ANYWAY!
BeautiefulChi: HI!
BeautiefulChi: i was hoping i would get to talk to you
CheeselordTimo: How's it going girl?
BeautiefulChi: its going good and your self umm boy
BeautiefulChi: i thought you were leaving for Gencon today
CheeselordTimo: I don't leave until after work
BeautiefulChi: i thought you were talking 3 days off?
CheeselordTimo: I am
CheeselordTimo: I leave today, the con is thursday to sunday, we leave sunday afternoon and get back late sunday/early monday, then I sleep it off on monday
BeautiefulChi: ooh
BeautiefulChi: i showed jessie the pear dream
BeautiefulChi: she wasnt hurt as much as i was :'(
BeautiefulChi: so when do you think you could come down here and visit?
BeautiefulChi: brb
CheeselordTimo: well I can try next week pretty much any time
Auto response from BeautiefulChi: pittle time
CheeselordTimo: although I'm going to try to do some more shooting
BeautiefulChi: ok
BeautiefulChi: thats cool
BeautiefulChi: ::hugs::
BeautiefulChi: my friend Rob bought me the funnyest pin
CheeselordTimo: hmm?
BeautiefulChi: it says this penis intended strictly for entertainment perposes do not use at a floatation device
CheeselordTimo: LOL
CheeselordTimo: that's ammusing
BeautiefulChi: isnt it?
BeautiefulChi: hehehehe
BeautiefulChi: so whatcha working on?
CheeselordTimo: Well....
CheeselordTimo: actually there was a little hang up with the convention you see
BeautiefulChi: uh huh
CheeselordTimo: the parents don't like the idea of us driving 14 hours after work, and even worse, driving 14 hours back after the convention
BeautiefulChi: yeah
CheeselordTimo: So they told me I couldn't go
CheeselordTimo: and, as I'm now writing in my email to dad, I'm not accepting that answer
CheeselordTimo: Because I'm 18 god damn it
BeautiefulChi: you go girl i meen guy!!
BeautiefulChi: hehe
BeautiefulChi: =^_^=
CheeselordTimo: yeah. Just gotta take a few precautions to make sure that they know I'm not doing this out of spite and that I'm taking this responsibly
BeautiefulChi: yyeeah
BeautiefulChi: i meen what are they going to do GROUND YOU
CheeselordTimo: If so, my friends all have cars, and if I need to I can live with Jason for the last MONTH till college
CheeselordTimo: but FUCK this shit, I'm not letting my father be the over-protective ass he's been all my life any more
BeautiefulChi: yeah FUCK HIM! wait yeah... right? um.....hehehe
BeautiefulChi: ugh....i hate it when parents get all controlling and never let you do anything
BeautiefulChi: but for me its my grandparents
BeautiefulChi: :-\
BeautiefulChi: i've never heard you talk like this.....all controlling and demanding!
BeautiefulChi: its sexxy
BeautiefulChi: EEP
BeautiefulChi: did i say that?! =-O
BeautiefulChi: you didnt hear that
BeautiefulChi: ;-)
CheeselordTimo: *pat pat*
CheeselordTimo: OMG you rock you know that
BeautiefulChi: :-[
BeautiefulChi: do i?
CheeselordTimo: I needed something to lighten the mood. I'm kind of brooding about all this
BeautiefulChi: ::blink::
CheeselordTimo: I really hate having to go directly against my parents wills, but I have no choice
BeautiefulChi: aww ::::GLOMPS:::
BeautiefulChi: i cant wait to accually Glomp you, its not the same online
BeautiefulChi: ::^_^;
BeautiefulChi: i havent glomped someone in 24 hours
BeautiefulChi: im going to explode!!
CheeselordTimo: yeah, I'm looking forward to it too
CheeselordTimo: lol
BeautiefulChi: dont forget my pins im a paying costomer!
BeautiefulChi: they will totally go on my fuzzy lepord purse that jessie gave me
CheeselordTimo: lol I still have to make them but I will
CheeselordTimo: I'll make a batch of buttons when I get back
BeautiefulChi: k
BeautiefulChi: O.O ooooh buttons
BeautiefulChi: ::pokes your belly button:: BUTTON!
CheeselordTimo: however just a warning.....there is a chance because of all of this I might not be able to come down soon, and if I do it'll probably have to be a weekend so I can bum a ride off of Jimmy. Some of the others from the con would like to see you all again as well
BeautiefulChi: ooooh i wish you could comedown this weekend my grandparents are going to the cape and it would have been perfect timing!!!
BeautiefulChi: Tucker bought me a Chi Plushie!! ::huggles Chi:: awww
CheeselordTimo: hehe yay!
BeautiefulChi: ::huggles chi AND Mark:::
BeautiefulChi: you know whhhaaat?
BeautiefulChi: we should go to Anime Boston together it be fun ^_^
CheeselordTimo: sounds good to me. Actually it might be kinda easy considering I need to take a bus or train back up from Philly for that
BeautiefulChi: are you staying in boston?
CheeselordTimo: next year I might
CheeselordTimo: not sure
CheeselordTimo: My father kinda has a stick up his butt about stuff like that, and I only live about 45 minutes away
BeautiefulChi: gr Philli is Far away!
BeautiefulChi: hmmm
BeautiefulChi: boston from my house at the cape is like an hour and a half
BeautiefulChi: maybe 2
BeautiefulChi: omg everyone i know is going to college
BeautiefulChi: or moving
CheeselordTimo: Well 3/4 of my friends are staying, but I'm going, so that hardly really matters for me
CheeselordTimo: =/
BeautiefulChi: aww but your leaving!!! i forbid it
BeautiefulChi: ::latches herself to you::
CheeselordTimo: *hugs the leech* either way we won't be able to see each other very often. But I'll always be here online, and there's always the phone, and, best of all, there's always conventions
BeautiefulChi: ::melts:: nobody ever talkes to me like that....
CheeselordTimo: *just smiles*
BeautiefulChi: ::blinks from her little fahn puttle::
CheeselordTimo: *goes swimming in the puddle*
BeautiefulChi: O.O
BeautiefulChi: b4 you said that i was going to say solidated and just lays on ground
BeautiefulChi: your swimming on my body
CheeselordTimo: yes. yes I am
CheeselordTimo: =P
BeautiefulChi: are you having fun
BeautiefulChi: ?
BeautiefulChi: :::cracks a grin:::
CheeselordTimo: oh but of course!
BeautiefulChi: lol
BeautiefulChi: aww i dont want you leaving for 4 days who the hell am i going to talk to
CheeselordTimo: (not to be confused with butt off course)
CheeselordTimo: lol
BeautiefulChi: jessies at njs making out
CheeselordTimo: well.....I'll be back.
BeautiefulChi: lukes never on
BeautiefulChi: nicole doesnt talk
CheeselordTimo: lucky her
BeautiefulChi: i know
CheeselordTimo: *pat pat* I'm in the same boat.
BeautiefulChi: so i saw luke yesterday and we made the break up offical i tryed to talk to you but you were out with your buddies i remember
BeautiefulChi: d
CheeselordTimo: I'm sorry
BeautiefulChi: so me and my friend nikki went for a walk
BeautiefulChi: no its ok
BeautiefulChi: you have a life becides talking to me
BeautiefulChi: i mean err talking online
CheeselordTimo: that's true, but you know the first role of Timo don't you?
BeautiefulChi: allways try to make some one happy
CheeselordTimo: More specifically, if I'm physically capable of helping a friend, I do.
CheeselordTimo: and chatting is helping sometimes
BeautiefulChi: yeah
CheeselordTimo: and yeah...I feel bad about that shit easily, so forgive my over-apologetic-ness.
BeautiefulChi: its ok
BeautiefulChi: and thanks for your rules of timo they allways seem to keep me smiling
CheeselordTimo: *hugs*
BeautiefulChi: ::hugs back::
BeautiefulChi: *smiles* i dont know what it is about you......but your the only person i can talk to and not stop smiling its like happyness euradiates from your pores or somthing
BeautiefulChi: lol
CheeselordTimo: aww, thank you
CheeselordTimo: I dunno what it is either, but if it helps make my friends feel better, that's all that matters.
BeautiefulChi: :-[ your welcome, but i should be thanking you im normally a very depressed person
CheeselordTimo: I just do what I can. =)
BeautiefulChi: ::pinches cheeks (on the face i meen)::: its this cute little ball of happyness that makes the word go round lol
CheeselordTimo: hehe
BeautiefulChi: i hope im not freaking you out too badly
CheeselordTimo: why would you be freaking me out?
BeautiefulChi: im a freaky person ::does the freaky person dance::
CheeselordTimo: So? All my friends are freaky/insane/not falling in the "normal" catagory
BeautiefulChi: what is normal
BeautiefulChi: the word is highly overated
CheeselordTimo: fair enough. all I know is I'M not it it
CheeselordTimo: *deletes one of the its
BeautiefulChi: yay highfive! *highfives*
BeautiefulChi: ugh i cant wait to get a new bed
BeautiefulChi: my old one gives me back problems :-(
BeautiefulChi: im all sore
BeautiefulChi: so what are you working on at work?
CheeselordTimo: waiting for a file to convert, and putting the finishing touches on my letter to dad
BeautiefulChi: your still working on that? wow
BeautiefulChi: must be very deep
BeautiefulChi: my grandma deleted stepmania
BeautiefulChi: O.O :-(
CheeselordTimo: I'm trying to make the point that I'm not doing this simply to rebel, and that I need to be allowed to make my own decisions
CheeselordTimo: and to make him not be quite as angry
CheeselordTimo: and that sucks
CheeselordTimo: (stepmania)
BeautiefulChi: grr
BeautiefulChi: all that hard work
BeautiefulChi: oh well
BeautiefulChi: ill just redownload it when i have my computer down at the cape
CheeselordTimo: so is that where your new house is?
BeautiefulChi: mmhm
BeautiefulChi: in west dennis
CheeselordTimo: how far is that from where you live now?
BeautiefulChi: 2 1/2 hours
CheeselordTimo: OUCH!
BeautiefulChi: chi...
BeautiefulChi: i know
CheeselordTimo: you're closer to me than that
BeautiefulChi: Chi?
BeautiefulChi: hmm
BeautiefulChi: im curious now
BeautiefulChi: to mapquest
BeautiefulChi: har har
CheeselordTimo: I think it's about 2 hours to my place from w. dennis
BeautiefulChi: at least you know where it is hehe
BeautiefulChi: 2 hours exacticly with out pitstops
BeautiefulChi: you best visit me on breaks
BeautiefulChi: or i might have to beat you up kid
CheeselordTimo: lol, I'll try
BeautiefulChi: yay
BeautiefulChi: oooh i wish coneticon was back again
CheeselordTimo: worst case scenario, we'll see each other at the conventions
BeautiefulChi: like um now and i was at it
CheeselordTimo: hehe yeah...
BeautiefulChi: so i never asked what are you majoring?
CheeselordTimo: Film of course
BeautiefulChi: im going to be a photographer
BeautiefulChi: i love taking pictures
BeautiefulChi: its my passion
BeautiefulChi: your going to go into an art musium
BeautiefulChi: and your going to see my art and photography
CheeselordTimo: That would be cool
BeautiefulChi: i wish i had a better camera tho :-(
CheeselordTimo: you're going to watch a movie....and see my name scroll by in the credits
BeautiefulChi: its going to be like Mark "TimO" [ insert last name here]
CheeselordTimo: Scheid
BeautiefulChi: i will try to remember that
BeautiefulChi: there haha!
BeautiefulChi: i put it in a buddy comment
CheeselordTimo: righto
CheeselordTimo: sounds good to me
BeautiefulChi: yepperz
BeautiefulChi: good sounds good to me
BeautiefulChi: Ack....my back, you should be riiight behind me helping my back right now...owies
CheeselordTimo: yeah, that's my job...when I can actually get to you
BeautiefulChi: i feel like i slept on the flood
BeautiefulChi: floor*
CheeselordTimo: I'm sorry
BeautiefulChi: its ok
BeautiefulChi: ill just have to crack my back a lot
BeautiefulChi: like i always do to get it to stop hurting
CheeselordTimo: mmm
CheeselordTimo: well it's bad for your vertebrae, so don't go too nuts
BeautiefulChi: oops...hehe
BeautiefulChi: i crack my back like crazzzzzzzzy
CheeselordTimo: lol
BeautiefulChi: ::flops over:: aaaahhh better
BeautiefulChi: ::gets up and sits in your lap::: so how you doin?
CheeselordTimo: *starts working your back* just fine.
CheeselordTimo: about to embark on a truely awesome trip
BeautiefulChi: ::falls into comatos state::
CheeselordTimo: and the only downside is that I'm going to be in trouble when I get back
BeautiefulChi: aww
CheeselordTimo: But for the con, it's well worth is
BeautiefulChi: ::hugs::
CheeselordTimo: *it
CheeselordTimo: *cuddles*
CheeselordTimo: (kinda works better than a hug when you're sitting in my lap, unless you're straddling me)
BeautiefulChi: to be truly honest i am going to miss you
CheeselordTimo: =( well I won't be gone for too long
CheeselordTimo: write me an email to come home too or something.
BeautiefulChi: i know...ill have to keep myself occupied somehow
CheeselordTimo: lol
CheeselordTimo: good to know I'm appreciated
BeautiefulChi: ill Do that
CheeselordTimo: yay!
BeautiefulChi: (email thing)
BeautiefulChi: aww mark your appreciated everywhere
CheeselordTimo: *smiles*
BeautiefulChi: but you allways have a special spot in my buddy list
BeautiefulChi: ::blushes a bit::
CheeselordTimo: aww!
CheeselordTimo: SOOOOO CUTE!
BeautiefulChi: am not
CheeselordTimo: you calling me a liar?
BeautiefulChi: never
BeautiefulChi: you owe me a chocobo ride tho
CheeselordTimo: then take the compliment as is. I do not say such things frivolously
CheeselordTimo: well that can be arranged
BeautiefulChi: ::feels like a tomato from last comment:::
CheeselordTimo: hehe
BeautiefulChi: :::Biiiiiiiiiiig hugs:::
CheeselordTimo: yay! *hugs back*
BeautiefulChi: i feel like a little kid with a crush on the boy next door
CheeselordTimo: aww
BeautiefulChi: ::looks around suspishously::
CheeselordTimo: *looks himself**sees no one suspicious*
BeautiefulChi: switchy eyes!
BeautiefulChi: >.>
BeautiefulChi: <.<
BeautiefulChi: >.>
CheeselordTimo: lol
BeautiefulChi: you should be heading home soon you know, dont want to keep your friends waiting for very long
CheeselordTimo: I'm skipping out on the parents remember? I'm getting picked up from here in 6 minutes
CheeselordTimo: I've got to log in 2
BeautiefulChi: ooooh
CheeselordTimo: yeah
BeautiefulChi: so where are you staying? in indiana?
BeautiefulChi: motel...hotel...friends?
CheeselordTimo: hotel
CheeselordTimo: not that we'll be there very long =P
BeautiefulChi: ooh fancy
CheeselordTimo: but for now I'll give you an *EXTRA BIG HUG* to last you the weekend, and bid you farewell
BeautiefulChi: if i goto boston con wish i have a 80% chance cuz my mom seems to want to go im staying at the con'
CheeselordTimo: that'll be cool
CheeselordTimo: but we can discuss that later
CheeselordTimo: until we speak again!
CheeselordTimo: *flees*
BeautiefulChi: AWWWW :::BIG HUGS::: oxoxox have a fun and safe trip
BeautiefulChi: take care
CheeselordTimo: thank you, BYE BYE!
BeautiefulChi: dont get to wasted
BeautiefulChi: by anime
thats a convo between me and MARK! this sexxy STUD from worchester hes going to college in philly :-( im going to miss him but he doesnt start school untill the 16th i think he said
i miss him hes leaving for Indiana!! for 4 days!!!
::crys::
"he ruined my SOUP!" - my grandma randomly saying that from usptairs
um yeah lifes good luke dumped me im sad about that but you know i bouce back quite easly hehe
oh yeah NEW POEMS!!!
I try to listen for an answer,
It’s quiet...
No one is around,
Desolate...
I walk around this place,
Calm...
Your not here,
I cry...
I lay down,
And sing myself to sleep...
I wake...
It’s still the same.
Cold...dark,
There are no lights on,
I walk again...
Hoping,
For something,
Anything...
I stop for a voice,
It’s you...
Be free again...
I look away,
But only for a second...
I turn back,
And you’re gone again.
I fall...
And die.
The world is reborn,
But not rebuilt...
We have failed.
io have to walk the fucking dog ill prolly be on LATER! bye!!!
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