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Yeah so I haven't updated this in awhile. There has been a couple of reasons for that. One, people read this and get the WRONG idea about EVERYTHING. And 2, I have just been wayyyy too busy getting work done and taking care of other things.
I have been thinking a lot of things, and realize that certain cliques of people will always stick together no matter what. It's kind of sad that people have to limit themselves to one type of person, but I guess thats life.
People who you think are you friends, turn out to be just the opposite. I guess there is nothing I or anyone can do about it. Life really blows sometimes. There were certain people in the department I trust, but now I wouldn't dream of telling them ANYTHING. GODFORBID I write something in here, someone reads it, then emails it to someone else b/c that person thinks it is about them? EVER HEARD OF FREEDOM OF SPEECH>>>>??????
Having good friends here at Post outside of the Dept. of Music has been so refreshing for me. No contstant DRAMA, no heartache. It's great. These people are normal.
Normal - what a concept. Ha.
I can't wait for winter break to come. It just won't come fast enough. I can't wait to get away from all the DRAMA and heartache that people have caused eachother. It's actually kind of pathetic.
I got some very good advice these past few days from a friend here on campus who participates some in the department, but is not a major. And I quote this person when I say: "Drama is only in the Music Department, babe. Keep your head up, keep smiling. Do your thing and don't let anyone's childish bullshit ruin your day".
Words to live by, don't ya think????
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