| Current mood: |  loved |
| Current music: | 'Until the Time Is Through' - Five |
If I'm not made for you than why does my heart tell me that I am...
Awww, I feel special. Tim left me a comment *yay for comments*. When I first met him he seemed like an asshole but I take that back because I didn't get to know him but now that I do, he is madd cool. All of Jesse's friends are. Jesse is pretty cool himself. He is a sweet kid. You can't help yourself from liking him as a friend because he is a fun person to hang out with. He has a Xanga journal and Erica and I were looking thru it and he wrote 'Erica and Betty are the coolest' like three times. It was cute. Jesse, you are the coolest!.
Anyways, I've been keeping up with people at home. I miss them a lot. I think I should be going home in two weeks if things work out. Katey made me realize that I'm lucky to have a lot of the friends that I do have. Seriously, without my friends I prolly would have killed myself or have done something really stupid....So here's to my friends...
Rick - We've been through so much together. I don't know what I would do without you. After meeting you, I seriously believe that there is a time and place for everything and why certain people meet. I think God gave you to me so that I could understand love in it's good and bad times. I hope that no matter what happens between usthat we stay friends because your friendship means everything to me! I love you!
Erica - Dude! If someone told you that I would be living with you three months ago, woud you have believed them? It's funny how all our lives we talked about living together and now we are. I might not be staying but you've helped me through so much all my life. You are always there when I need you. You just listen and never judge me. I love you so much and I'm so happy that I'm related to someone like you. You honestly don't understand how beautiful you are and what an amazing person you are. *does Benji and Chad wiggle thing*.
Katey - Can you believe that out of all four of us that you and I are the only ones that still talk? I can't believe that. Well, there is so much to say to you. I'm glad that I might you during 9th grade. That year rocked so good. We had the times of our lives and I'm glad that I got to experience it with you. *skippers 4 life*. You are my best friend and you helped me through a lot. We really understood each other's pain this year and even though all that pain hurt...it got us closer and I wouldn't change anything about that. I love you so much!
Steph - What up Dorkie 1 to someodd power. Is that even your name? I hope your parents start to understand what you and Mike have because I know you love him and being without the one you love hurts. Thanks for being there to always make laugh and just smiling. Your smiling has always helped me through because even though all this bad shit happens you are always there laughing and smiling. You are so sweet and I love you!
Caitlin - You always do know how to spoil me. You got me to love the Queer Eye guys. I love you! You seriously always know how to make me feel better about myself. Don't worry, when I come back I'll never leave you again. We are still moving to Vermont to live with the cows! *mooo!*
Kate - You taught me how to dance and I'll always remember that song is our song 'if I'm not made for you than why does my heart tell me I am'. I love you and I'm sorry that I 'm leaving but I'll be back to visit.
Jeff - Wow! You are the second guy on this. I don't know what to say about this. I'm sorry that I put Rick through so much. I think in a way you help me and Rick stay together because you know how much we love one another. I really do care about you as a friend and it's funny how me and Rick breaking up brought us closer together. Hopefully, our friendship will get stronger because you know you are cool and I hope that you find that special somebody soon.
To my other friends...I love you and don't think I forgot about you. You've all helped me through all the shit I've been through this year with all the jokes, laughter, and just love that you were willing to give me.
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