To tell you the truth
I hate rocky point. I hate my life. I hate all of you. I hate everyfuckingthing lately. I always have. Ever since last May. It all went to hell. Nothing makes me happy. I am never fucking happy. Always depressed. I hate it. I hate it so fucking much.
----Well Thanks for making me feel so fucking shitty, hope you party is going real swell. Real fucking swell. As if I needed to feel shittier. I didn't think I could feel shittier. But thanks, you've proved me wrong. I can, and always will feel shitty.
It's so great that no one gives a fuck too. I have realized that. Everyone is so fucking fake. They only pretend to care if they want something or need something. No one ever really cares.
I really don't think I will be happy.
----ooh yeah.. I make innocent guys look bad? what the fuck is that? I had a lot of fun last night. The only fucking person that talked to me was fucking Ron, and Kevin. (Kevin you are awesome) Hope you had fun at least. And I over react? You weren't fucking there, were you? Great that you take his side over your ''best friend'' hahaha. Best friend? More like fucking third wheel to me. But thanks. You've been a great ''best friend''
---- As for you.. I fucking love you. I love you so much it hurts. I love you so much it almost feels suffocating. It felt really crappy being called a ''fucking whore'' too. I wish you wouldn't say that. I wish you wouldn't try to be so god damn much like Brian too. I don't want to date Brian. I want to date you. Be yourself. If you are mad at me tell me. I know you don't want to fight. But if it bothers you enough, it needs to be said. If you don't tell me you'll flip out. Like last night. I hit you with a plastic sword and what do i get? ''fucking whore'' I wanted to cry. I don 't need to feel like shit anymore. you do not help sometimes.
Im going to try and sleep and fucking forget how shitty I feel.
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(Anonymous)
2003-09-28 00:39
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You seem fuckin awsum!.... i'm sorry but you do. When i read yer entry ... holy shit= i thought i was reading my own entry. i'm loving the whole... "Just jelous cuz i'm young and in love" I love brand new..... I think i should finish the verse.
your stomachs filled up but your starved with conversation
andyer spending all yer nites growing old in yer bed
And yer tearing up yer photos cuz ya wanna forget-
Its over.
You seem hella cool to the max. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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