I close my eyes and I can see you dead. (slowmotionheart) wrote, @ 2003-09-11 07:45:00

Current mood:	crazy
Current music:	The Yeah Yeah Yeah's- Art Star

Only a week into school and I'm home.
So today I decided to stay home...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU (it was yesterday. Sam is fucking amazing.)

So the last few day's have been good. Yesterday was Sam's birthday, and a bunch of kids went to her house. We ate vegan taco's and had vegan cake. It was sooo goood. Sam makes the best vegan food on earth. Then afterwards Sam, Janie, Brian, James, George, Michelle, Dylan, Pete, and I all went to the mall, because of such short notice of a party for Sam none of us had time to buy her things. I only bought her half of her gift at the mall, but it was awesome. I bought her a punk note book with like skulls on it and on the pages, and a punk pen from hot topic. I hope Sam had a good day. She deserves it. I love that girl.

So Saturday is my Grandparents 50th wedding anniversary, and I wanted James to come with me, because It's a big dressy thing with good food, and I figured we would have fun ya know? But I don't think he is going to. That sucks a lot. I told him like a week ago about it, but I forgot when it was, and didn't tell him the date, and he told Pete he'd go to his party Saturday (bowling. oh man. i am jealous. I wish i could go bowling Saturday with all them) I just am going to be so bored.

I stayed home today. I am just so tired and lazy, and whatever. I have felt really wierd since yesterday around 7 period. I get really nervous about James and I a lot. It makes me nutty. I just am so afraid one day he is just going to turn into a dick and I will be sooo fucking upset. :-/. But i will risk it, because he makes me so happy.

Caitie = mess. I have realized that. I seriously am a mess all the time. I think way too much. I think thats why I am a mess. I never forget anything too. I hate that the most. I remember the most fucking ridiculous things. I remember I was talking to James about a while ago when we kissed in FYE and he is like ''what are you talking about? what? I don't remember. Sorry.'' and I could name the things we ate that day at the mall. And what we were doing there. Who drove us there. What time we go home. It is terrrrible. I wish I could just say ''MM. I don't remember. I don't know'' but I remember everything. I notice the tiniest things, and I take everything to heart.

I HATE my science class room. I have it seventh period with Mrs. Boehler. She is nice, but she does look like a spider (my god, Janie you were right haha.) and she has a dull voice. So I tend to day dream. But I really don't want to this year. I want to do AMAZING. I am already thinking about college and everything. sigh. But anyways back to why I hate my science class room. Some one drew Sponge bob and Squidward on the wall. And next to squidward it says ''Passing Earth Science is a snap!!!!!...................if only I had fingers!'' It is the most fucking depressing thing. I looked at it and I was just like ''my god. i hate my life'' it was so ridiculous. And now that I have noticed, I will look at that peice of shit every day like ''ahhhh fucking squidward'' Bad jokes are depressing.

I am going to watch a movie or something. If anyone wants to talk, I will be home for a while so 821 4454!!!

<333 Caitie

	onexhourxlove 2003-09-11 23:18 (link)
	i love you much caitie. you made my day complete. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: slowmotionheart 2003-09-12 11:09 (link)
	Sam you ALWAYS make my day's complete baby! haha (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	caitie! twistedfreak825 2003-09-12 15:41 (link)
	lol bad jokes r depressing! and it was mr.stats who drew those on the wall cause hes freakishly obsessed with sponge bob lol n dont worry i hate my science class to i have all those gangster people in it and im scared and only talk to like 2 people and mr gabrinowitz puts me to sleep! hehe well i hope today was better! caities awesome! hehe *manda* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: caitie! slowmotionheart 2003-09-12 18:20 (link)
	hahaha yeah science sucks. wow that guy is wierd. haha. oh man i am going to work at darkside you gotta come see me amanda! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)