Kerry (skategal88) wrote, @ 2003-08-25 15:43:00

Fake
Happily ever after,
That's how they want you to think it will be,
But it's not,
Not at all in reality.
The deaths, the tears, the fears, the falls,
Through it all we still go on.
The broken hearts,
the cheating friends,
So much pain that never ends.
The fake smiles that seem to make everything ok,
But no for you, because you know the pain won't go away.
Bright and cheery, but oh so weary,
Because inside your heart is breaking in two.

Do you ever feel like people are so fake? Its almost like you can't trust anyone these days. So many people in my life act fake to hide things... why does everyone hide things? what does it matter? what big secret is everyone hiding. I suppose I shouldn't talk i did it for years... but now i don't care, that was my past... i need to live the present not hold on the the past. Yesterday was great and today will rock too! why can't everyone think like that. It seems like the cool thing to be is depressed... everyone listens to depressed music,movies,tv shows... its crazy!!!! what is this world coming to. When i say depressed i dont' mean just being upset or sad, thats hardly what it is... i mean the disease! actual depression... its crazy.

I'm really happy with the way things are going... i just want to mend things with hannah... i want my life to be right... its getting there i'm really happy! I think its simsbury, its like my anti!!!!! Mom said i can go back once a month! i'm sooo happy!!!!!!