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Everyday I tell myself, "Johanna, you have to carry on." But I'm finding this increasingly hard to do My life just isn't the same without you. --------------------------------------- The most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life You- lying there Dreaming, motionless Unaware of everything around you Sleeping, undisturbed With a gorgeous smile on your face I wish I could stay in that moment and look at you forever But forever has got to end sometime -------------------------------------- Betrayal- just like the darkest nights Hold all the worst things That one can only imagine As you search for light- sometimes in the strangest places You'll find the meaning of everything If attained- all problems resolved If not attained- your life unfulfilled Until everything is figured out You're left- in the dark- in betrayal Wondering ------------------------------------ This was the summer Of heartache and pain Of fear and frustration Laughter and rain ------------------------------------ If things were left up to me We'd be in a different place But I guess it's up to the hands of fate To guide us to where we're supposed to be I'm drowning in the shallowest water And my heart is slowly losing oxygen -It only breathes for you It's so awkward to watch things change Morphing from beautiful scenes To unbearable images And I'm left alone in the dark No on, nothing left around I scream aloud, heard by no one- including myself I would invite you in But everything is so cluttered here There's no where for you to sit Unless you don't mind climbing Boxes upon boxes Filled with unwanted thoughts and useless memories Emotional pain and aquamarine I've got myself down to a "t" But how can I forget the words that were said And how much they meant to me. ------------------------------------ I'm sick of people asking me about you Like I'm supposed to know where you are And what you're doing I wish I knew where you are I wish you were with me Here, now Forever I want you to be with me forever I'm sick of haing feelings for no one but you I'm sick of how no one can possibly compare To you I'd give you the world I'd give you everything I have I wish that you would take it. -------------------------------------- At this moment I feel infinite Like I'm at one with my emotions Clawing at my brain and myheart Scared to death that I'll never get out I've emptied myself like a drained lake But I no longer cry I am, myself, one large teardrop Always falling Dropping to the floor Ans as I hit the cold, hard concrete I separate into a million pieces Each one representing on of the things I feel at this moment And as I continue I'm choking back all the words I want to say And all the things I want to do I can't be myself anymore I'm dying Slow Painful Agony ----------------------------------- I hate you just as much as I love you And trust me, that's a lot Every time I see your face I'm over come with anger and pain Wanting and sadness ...Joy and happiness Every time I hear you name There's a rush of adreniline to my heart And memories of the way things were Knowing it's the way things should be now Praying it's the way things will be again in the future I pray to God every night for you Prayers without delay I never once hesitated when I told him all I want for the rest of my life is you I never once lied to you When I told you that I'd love you forever I meant it. That's the difference between you and I. We both made the promise... But I meant it. I want to go back to the says when it was "forever" Nothing stood in our way You even said yourself "we're stronger than everyone else" And I can still remember when you promised that you'd never let anything bad happen to us So how did you let this happen? |
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