susanne R (simplycomplex26) wrote, @ 2004-12-13 12:32:00

so long
i'll tell ya what..its been one long day and its only just begun. i work two jobs. both which i hate. but i'd rather work both jobs than sit around and think about what has happened or what could happen in the future. i'm just so affraid. everytime somethign good happens, a door is slammed in my face and something goes horribly wrong. why do i even bother anymore?