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Ashes (showqirl) wrote,
@ 2003-04-22 22:16:00
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    Current music:"Her Middle Name Was Boom" by Glassjaw

    Uncertainty.
    It's funny how I feel like my emotions are uncontrollable right now. I cry when I feel like there are no tears left and...I laugh at things that aren't even funny. I have this...enormous pressure weighing down on me because of this eulogy I have to write for Leah's funeral. I don't know what to say...and I don't even know if I will be able to speak without breaking down. I feel like no one will ever be able to love me like Leah did. Therefore, there is this huge empty space in my heart that is unable to be filled.

    Oh wow...that was nice...nevermind...

    I have to go to school for tommorow only and then I don't have to go for the rest of the week. So I am very happy for that. Anyway...I just wanted to check in with you guys and tell you all what's up.

    ONE MORE DAY UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!

    -kelsey.



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