Shinya (shinya_san) wrote, @ 2004-03-31 08:59:00

Current mood:

drunk

I have the worst hangover ever. I don't even remember last night.

I'm going back. The flights thurday night. Is it even a good idea?

I don't know. I'll probably only stay for a little while, maybe a week.

I can't even think straight. I wanna go back, but I don't. It will be so weird being around them. Not just them, but everyone. I've hardly left the apartment in 5 months.

Kaoru hopes everything will go back to normal when I come. Normal? What is normal with their life. What's normal with mine.

Why am I so frightened about going back though? It's been so long since I've even talked to them or seem them. It will be werid. But what isn't werid.

Ahh..I'm rambling. I have to get some sleep, my head is pounding.

kaokao 2003-03-31 11:54 (link)

HANGOVERS are normal in our lives ha ha. Shinchan this is why you shouldn't drink without me or Die with you hee hee. Though, I've gotten progressivly worse through the past few days ~.~; I blame stress. There is nothing to fear. We are your friends. I'll pick you up at the airport. I wish you could be here tonight *sigh* I'm planning a party for Toshiya. Well you'll be in our thoughts..and we'll drink till we puke in honor of you ha ha. *messes up your hair* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	shinya_san 2003-03-31 12:03 (link)
	Tell Totchi I said Happy Birthday. Don't drink to much though. *pokes stomach* You'll get a gut if you keep it up. *giggles* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kaokao 2003-04-01 14:51 (link)
	O.O You think???? that's all i need...to add to the lovely "tattoos" Kyo gave me...a beer gut..yum.. My life in porn will be ruined. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shinya_san 2003-04-01 14:59 (link)
	*giggles* Baka. ....what 'tattoos'? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kaokao 2003-04-01 15:05 (link)
	Kyo carved some big kanji into my back and chest while I was drunk apparently >.> they still hurt like a mother fucker..pardon my mouth. I'm going to kill him when I see him... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shinya_san 2003-04-01 15:08 (link)
	Wha...why would he do that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kaokao 2003-04-01 15:14 (link)
	cause he's an asshole. *sighs* sorry. He threatened to kill me..and he craved that crap into me and left me bleeding to death..in gasoline...with....candles lit around me...He does it Totchi too..well did..don't know if it still happens..I wrote about it in my journal..go read it takes too much to talk about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shinya_san 2003-04-01 15:17 (link)
	my god.... I knew Kyo-kun was a little 'off', but thats terrible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kaokao 2003-04-01 15:47 (link)
	Off isn't the word ha ha. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shinya_san 2003-04-01 15:50 (link)
	True, but what would make him become like that... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: kaokao 2003-04-02 15:06 (link)
	You have to ask him... On second thought I'd like you to stay away from him. *nods* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shinya_san 2003-04-03 08:55 (link)
	hai hai...don't worry about me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: kaokao 2003-04-04 13:45 (link)
	>.> I do. I worry about all of you, It's my job as leader. This shouldnt be anything new to you, I've always been like this ^^; (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)