Not really though - just in my mind.
And now prepare yourself for a well thought out entry- ahahah yea right:
I love my classes in school right now. Well one. And so far Ive only gotten A's and B's [and yes, I have a quiz every single day]. SO thas good. The Humanities class is the one that I love. My teacher has so much knowledge and so much to say - and yet you can tell he's a simple old man. Who's lived a great life. Everyday we talk about life, God, the Cosmos, and nature.. and science.. And I love it. But sometimes it's too much for me to handle. Because Im sensitive to these things.. because I already think about them day in and day out all the time. It;s like a religion for me.
And when it gets too hard to handle I wish that I were just like all the billions of people out there that walk around everyday and live their lives like a movie.. as if they were untouchable.. like the O Zone doesnt exist...
I want to join GreenPeace - too bad Im afraid of flying. I want to make a difference. I want to have meaning. Even if it kills me - Id love to "save the Earth." And I dont mean help others - even though yes that is important - I mean save the Earth first. God, this class makes me so passionate. I wish I could say more but I dont want to bother you all with my jumbled thoughts.. . . .
Last week my work had a huge dinner together. We all drove for an hour to go to The Spaghetti Factory. The set up was nice, and so were the drinks and dessert - the actual food was horrendous. Except mine. I had a Chicken Caesar Salad [as I ALWAYS do anywhere I go - yum!] .. regardless, that is still like 20 ppl that said their food stunk. Here are pics:
*note* Ryan and I saw The Butterfly Effect and it rocked
I am beginning to realize how much I love California. I LOVE "California Culture" and am so proud to be apart of it. Makes me feel special - on other news, Im super psyched to go shopping tomorrow ;)
Miss you all . . . .
ps. I just found out that my best friend EVER [since 3rd grade] is joining the Air Force..I feel like Im gonna lose touch with her .. just all kinds of emotions are rushing through me righ tnow. . so I just let the tears fall down my cheek..
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