elyse (shearpop) wrote, @ 2005-07-12 16:59:00

feeding addictions
Thurs: (not the best day)

bombs being unloaded,
inside and out--
it's not just you and me babe
things are exploding,
inside and out--
it's not just you and me babe
people are dying,
inside and out--
it's not just you and me babe
people are broken,
everywhere you look--
it's not just you and me babe.

---

And now today. So many days later, is this
the same world?
i hesitate but do not be insecure in my reasons
i want what you want, i think
i am not so scared now
just waiting
to see what choice arrives beyond
a, b and c

i hand my notice in today,
but my boss has already been told
by the only coworker i told
oh well
that's life
secrets unkept
decisions made for you
what next? do i regret my forthcoming
decision to leave this position?
no.
yes.
no.
but i am sad.
not too sad to smile though.
not too sad to enjoy the heat though
not too sad to dream a little though
(or an ickle?)

	girl_wonder21 2005-07-12 13:50 (link)
	OH SHIRAH!!! I"M SO GLAD YOU'RE OK!!! I was freaking out for a bit there...How awful! I can't even imagine. Oh love...I love you! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Rae (Reply to this) (Thread)