hello all... ok i have a few questions...
lately people have been having dreams of me drowning and dieing...
1st dream: my boyfriend (who is very loyal and honest, and we are very much in love) cheats on me with a very beautiful yet "evil" girl (my friend told me that she wasn't exactly sure what the girl looked like because all she could see was the inner aspects of the girl) when i find out i get so depressed and psychotic that i drown myself
2nd: i am in a tent with a bunch of people and it's dark out, we're all laughing and having a good time then i suddenly fall away from everyone and it's like i'm submerged in water and everyone thinks i'm kidding so they laugh but i've actually died
*strange thing is something similar to this happened a few weeks ago, me and a bunch of friends set up a tent
in the woods and partied but what's even stranger is that i never told the girl that had this dream anything
about that night.
3rd: i was only told that i got hurt terribly and i was depressed
another thing is that alot of people (aprox. 15-20 people) have told me in the last 2 weeks have related me and things that i do (draw, write, say, etc) to water. just the other night this girl cristel i know told me that a drawing i did on her arm reminded her of water.
i looked up the meaning of water and i found that it represents this:
The element of water is associated with the subconscious mind, intuition, and emotions. As the primal substance of life, it is symbolized by the womb and is related to fertility.
Direction - West
Astrological Signs - Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces
Emotions, feelings, love, courage, the unconscious mind, intuition, the womb, marriage, friendship,happiness, dreams, sleep, healing, menstruation, fertility, cleansing, purification, vision quests, self-healing, sorrow, reflection, psychic ability, oceans, rivers, lakes, rain, springs and wells
Types of Magick - Magick involving the sea, snow or ice, mirror, magnet, rain, cleansing and purification
Colors - Blue, blue-green, green, gray, indigo, aquamarine, white
Season - Autumn
Magickal Tools - Chalice, cauldron, mirrors
Time - Twilight, dusk
Energy - Receptive, feminine
Gemstones - Aquamarine, amethyst, blue tourmaline, pearl, coral, blue topaz, blue flourite, lapis lazuli, sodalite
Metals - Mercury, silver, copper
Aloe, apple, catnip, chamomile, ferns, gardneia, lemon, lettuce, lilac, lily of the valley, lotus, mosses, orris, passion flower, rose, seaweeds, thyme, valerian, water lillies, all water plants, willow tree
Animals - All fish, shellfish and sea mammals, serpents, sea birds, cat, frog, turtle, swan, bear
Goddesses - Aphrodite, Isis, Mariamne, Mari, Tiamat, Yemaya, Ran, Kupala
Gods - Dylan, Ea, Manannan, Osiris, Neptune, Poseidon, Varuna
*the words in bold are the ones that worry me the most
see the reason i highlighted fertility is because i may be pregnant and i'm worried that's what all these dreams and comments may be signifying. i havn't told anyone that i may be so it's not possible for that knowledge to be triggering those dreams. i also highlighted intuition because all of the people that had those dreams are indigo and have innate intuitive abilities, along with myself actually...
but yes PLEASE HELP i really need to figure out what these might mean... any comments or insite would be most appreciated...
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