I'd like to thank everyone for their offers to be a shoulder. Janet probably said it best when she said I would probably just go off and work things out alone (or something like this).
For us bottle stuffers, you understand. For others, its just difficult to open yourself up to exposure that could come back and bite you in the ass, as it has many times.
Jay, your way too busy to be bothered, but thanks. Plus, its not a good idea to expose my emotions to you because well, they wouldnt understand. I was weak, but I am strong now.
So I have been hanging out, per say, at the CC site. Not only does it help me keep accountability for my health and nutriton, it also provides a bit of day time drama, but mostly daily interactions with a bunch of cool people. One problem with working at home is lack of social interaction and this fills that void.
Speaking of working at home, just signed a contract that will double our total revenu intake of last year. whooo hooooo. Hired a couple of guys that are working out awsome. They have 25-30 years experience and are settled into life, fortunately unlike the younger generation who is running wild and free and only come to work to support a habit that is otherwise ruining their lives. On top of it they are GREEN. While I know green is in, its not that shade of environmentally safe green.
Lisa... hope to see you back soon. You sure add life to this otherwise withering blog of mine.
Janet I suppose your out and about a lot these days. I wish you the best with work find and I absolutely hope that your guy is successful in his new adventure.
Holly- Know where your movin to yet? You must be spending all your free time in the barn.
Michelle- You dont need us no more? I wish to see more of you.
LMB- Thanks for your kind thoughts.
Milly- Where are you?
Jay - Congrats.
Sophia - Theres been a creative change in you.
Karri- It seems like your on track. Congrats.
OH OH OH My new baby kitty chased away the blues of my last loss. Its so fun to have a baby kitty in the house. Angel is starting to tolerate Tut but Shadow will have nothing to do with him.
OK, well not sure anyone comes here to read this, but if you do know that you are in my thoughts and I miss running here to read your journals. Days go by without a word from anyone. perhaps its the sumer where we tend to be on the go and less time to sit around playing on the computer. Perhaps.
Hugs to all!
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