Well....
it seems as if things are not really going anywhere for me....cept the fact i've had a lil more sleep this weekend, surprisingly seeing how i didn' really sleep on sat....good times brett....well other than that the mandy, brett affair is still up in the air, still feel like i'm back up, mandy's and i's relationship hasn't changed too much since they've dated, brett and i's are still sorta kewl, but its when i'm with the both of them i feel hurt, i feel pain, i feel ...left out...
i'm off to see if sleep is probable, probably not tho.....then maybe guitar
Shadow
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 texrosex
2004-04-30 21:01
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doug-
why are you emo? i am not judging, labeling, harrassing, or placing any other related shit twords you-but why? my love, you think the world is out to get you, but its not! just because it seems like youve hit shit creek doesnt mean you have. things could be sooo much worse. fast forward the tough times and look into your future-or at least try to imagine where youll be. and dont say it will be dead or nowhere. and if you cant do it, i can-i see you singing on stage in front of thousands of people singing your heart out, or maybe even preaching your heart out with your guitar about how lame crap like this makes you stronger-giving the same reasurrance as im giving you, like all of your friends and family have. you have so much going for you, it may not be with how things are around you but it is most definetaly with yourself. youre talented, intelligent, truthful, musically inclined, attractive-come on doug, the only thing i could think of thats close to fitting your description is a greek god or something. and jesus christ, its like the people who do love you dont exist! do i not exist? does every minute weve spent together, good and bad, give off the aura that i want to corrupt you, is it driving you INSANE? because i love you and it seems that youre giving me and everyone else that gives a fuck the impression that theyve done something wrong. i think you need a big fat hug to cheer you up, because if this downcast consistent depression is going to keep up then things arent ever going to get any better-not because its the worlds fault-but because of your lack of positivity in a temporary crisis. i dont even know why i bothered writing because you more than likely will disregard it by wiping your ass with it and flushing it down the toilet along with all your other aspirations and dreams. not saying that you will for sure. but what am i to the thousands who tell you the same thing over and over again? i have faith in you, my friend. may it be known. and youre constantely in my thoughts. dont lose hope. and dont forget me when you become something. or just dont forget me in general. ever.
eternally here for you,
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