Doug (shadowstes) wrote, @ 2004-03-29 07:03:00

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Hey again its me...i'm starting to understand what my uncle was telling me when he said the tough is yet to come. Sure there are good times out there, no doubt about it, the hard times is comming home to an empty house. I've never felt so lonely than i did yesterday,
Its hard to look up at you when i know i don't deserve to.....
I try to look for what to do, but your plans decide it for me
please help me, i've fallen again, tell me what to do...

Its seems at times i don't know if its all worth it. all in all that rumor killed me, and being single...errr....alone sucks...sure i can go almost anywhere and get 'chicks' w/ brett but most of the time i pass, because i'm done w/ that, i don't need a night stand, i need to confide. someone to hold....

i hate being alone....

Shadow

... (Anonymous) 2004-03-29 20:26 (link)

Oh Doug...I'm sorry. I'm feeling the same lonelyness at the moment. I mean yeah theres people here when I come home but I wish they werent they make my lonelyness worse...I have people here but they dont care so its like being alone. I need the same things you do at the moment. Its a little scary how much you and I have in common. Feel free to call me whenever you need to talk. Love ya! Erin (Reply to this) (Thread)