|Current mood:|| frustrated|
so this journal tends to be about slightly more private issues so i may as well put my thoughts on...electronic paper....
i've said it over and over again...i can't stop thinking about aaron...its bizzare...i have no idea why i'm doing this...i know that we're not meant to be together...i know that we'll probably never talk again...but he's still in my thoughts almost every day...i feel so guilty because i love manny and i know we're going to be together forever...it took my a long time to figure that out, but i've finally settled down and just accepted it...he's my first and only real love...so thats why i can't understand why aaron just wont go away...
so we dug each other...so what...why can't i just let it go...i do tend to be attracted to slightly more mature older men...and he def fit that...i just dont know...its not like i'd attempt to be with him...so then why wont he just go away...i guess i'm just annoyed that its taking this long to just get over it...but i suppose writing about it wont hurt
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