| Current mood: |  cold |
| Current music: | Phil Collins // If Leavin Me Is Easy |
It's harder than you think..
It's been a long day.. My grandma went into a diabetes (sp?) coma..something like that. I forgot.. Her sugar was like 7 and they gave her this huge ass shot of sugar. Funny..because the last time my grandpa went into the hospital it was for the same thing except worst. So I felt as if I was re-living that nightmare.. the same exact emotions, the same fear, everything. Just with a different person I love and in a different scenary. Anyways, I didn't get home until 5:30ish am so i'm really tired and I havn't gone to bed yet. Mom's already over there with dad and their gonna pick me up later today. To make matters worst grandma hates that hospital, and so do I, and she's begging mom to transfer her to a hospital in Taiwan. Oh well.. I just needed to tell..someone. I guess I feel somewhat better now.. But not really @o; Please.. I don't need a pity party well that's it..
Somehow you reach in and you touch my heart
Somehow you reach in, you touch my soul
When I look at you, I see everything we could be
Eyes wide open, looking at me
What can I offer you that you've never seen
Just don't be afraid, someone is watching
You will see
Somehow when you smile the day semms brighter
Somehow when you smile you melt my heart
When I look at you I see all things we should be
And in your darkest hour, hold out your hand for me
Something will guide you, I'll be beside you
And when it's rough out there, I'm with you everywhere
I will be right behind you if you should fall
Someday you will find everything you look for
Someday you will find a love like mine
When you smile at her you will feel the things you could be
Eyes wide open, looking at me
What can I offer you that you've never seen
Just don't be afraid, someone is watching
You will see, you will see
Somehow you reach in and you touch my heart
Somehow you reach in, you touch my soul
When I look at you, I see everything we could be
..To Sal, the one I ever really did love and meant it
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