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ChAnTeE (sekzibaka) wrote,
@ 2003-07-06 11:25:00
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    Current mood: cold
    Current music:Phil Collins // If Leavin Me Is Easy

    It's harder than you think..
    It's been a long day.. My grandma went into a diabetes (sp?) coma..something like that. I forgot.. Her sugar was like 7 and they gave her this huge ass shot of sugar. Funny..because the last time my grandpa went into the hospital it was for the same thing except worst. So I felt as if I was re-living that nightmare.. the same exact emotions, the same fear, everything. Just with a different person I love and in a different scenary. Anyways, I didn't get home until 5:30ish am so i'm really tired and I havn't gone to bed yet. Mom's already over there with dad and their gonna pick me up later today. To make matters worst grandma hates that hospital, and so do I, and she's begging mom to transfer her to a hospital in Taiwan. Oh well.. I just needed to tell..someone. I guess I feel somewhat better now.. But not really @o; Please.. I don't need a pity party well that's it..



    Somehow you reach in and you touch my heart
    Somehow you reach in, you touch my soul
    When I look at you, I see everything we could be

    Eyes wide open, looking at me
    What can I offer you that you've never seen
    Just don't be afraid, someone is watching
    You will see

    Somehow when you smile the day semms brighter
    Somehow when you smile you melt my heart
    When I look at you I see all things we should be

    And in your darkest hour, hold out your hand for me
    Something will guide you, I'll be beside you
    And when it's rough out there, I'm with you everywhere
    I will be right behind you if you should fall

    Someday you will find everything you look for
    Someday you will find a love like mine
    When you smile at her you will feel the things you could be

    Eyes wide open, looking at me
    What can I offer you that you've never seen
    Just don't be afraid, someone is watching
    You will see, you will see

    Somehow you reach in and you touch my heart
    Somehow you reach in, you touch my soul
    When I look at you, I see everything we could be

    ..To Sal, the one I ever really did love and meant it



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