Janushka's Pudding Pie (seamonkeyswrath) wrote, @ 2003-09-09 17:57:00

Current mood:	infuriated
Current music:	FOX 5 news in background

Sick of it!
Yeah. Ok, I'm pissed.

I think this time I ain't apologizing.

Nor do I think I'll give amensty.

I'm kind of sick of it, you know.

I mean, when I do it, its awful, and I'm a bitch.

I'm a whore now.

Oh, yeah, let me tell ya.

I'm seriously thinking of ending this.

I mean, at some times, its wonderful.

But at other times, it pisses me off.

If I do end it, things will change.

I've always been scared of change.

But not this time.

I mean, maybe, later on, I'll feel better about it, and I'll keep it going.

And then to say that its all in my hands?

No!

I'm not the one in control!

Don't put that responsibility on my hands!

What more do you want from me?!

Besides.

I miss how it was before.

I miss the freedom.

seamonkeyswrath: hey
The15thTemplar: hi
seamonkeyswrath: sup
seamonkeyswrath: ?
The15thTemplar: nm u?
seamonkeyswrath: i'm thinking about breaking up with eric
seamonkeyswrath: but if i dont, dont tell him i said this
The15thTemplar: y?
The15thTemplar: i wont
seamonkeyswrath: well, first off, when i get all pissed off when he irritates me with the same old stuff, its hilarious. yeah, when roles are reversed, I'm the one who's wrong. I'm the one who should apologize.
seamonkeyswrath: second off, the fact that he pisses me off and thinks its funny!
seamonkeyswrath: third, his jokes aren't funny! yeah, its really funny when he acts all jealous and mean and evil and stuff.
seamonkeyswrath: hilarious i say
The15thTemplar: o
seamonkeyswrath: and i have like, no freedom!
seamonkeyswrath: i talk to a friend more, he gets jealous
The15thTemplar: im sorry
seamonkeyswrath: i talk to him more, my friend gets jealous
The15thTemplar: ask for some
seamonkeyswrath: its ok, its not ur fault
seamonkeyswrath: not to mention he's immature
The15thTemplar: yea...and?
seamonkeyswrath: he lays all the responsibilty on me
seamonkeyswrath: lazy ass
seamonkeyswrath: half the time he treats me like royalty, the other half like crap
seamonkeyswrath: then he goes and says that i'm spoiled and ask too much of him
The15thTemplar: ...
The15thTemplar: o
seamonkeyswrath: and i'm sick of it!


What more can I say?

but I'll probably forgive and forget anyways, me being the person I am.

I'm not a bitch, I'm not a whore.

<3 Alweiz

Jessica

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