One with Frequent Flier Seahawk Miles (seahawkmiles) wrote, @ 2003-04-20 14:01:00

Current mood:

happy

Today, so far, is a really good day. First of all, I'm not lethargic like I was Friday, and I'm not harried and depressed like I was yesterday. Second of all, I talked to Dan for a while last night...I know I've said this before, and I'm bound to say it again and again and again...But he really is the sweetest, most selfless man/person I know/have ever known, and I count myself truly lucky to have met him, even if he's caused me some of the most intense pain I've ever felt. Third of all, we just got back from some mountain biking, so that kicks some ass. I got dirty and....SWEATY!!!! I've never realized how good sweat can feel, especially after this winter, which was far too long and oft-times, far too cold. Mostly just way to long. It's a beautiful day. I'm totally ready for clear blue skies, and temeratures in the 90's. That's the best. It's what I really need right now.

I asked Bailey if she wanted to come to the pool with me, but she made an excuse...Yet AGAIN...How many times have I asked her that on this vacation? At least three, and each time, she makes up some excuse. How stupid...I mean, I really want to spend time with her, but I want to spend time OUTSIDE doing SOMETHING, not at a movie or something where I'm not getting any exercise, any sun, and taste of this wonderful weather (and yes, I know, being inside on the computer is not EXACTLY getting a taste of the weather, but at least I haven't trapped myself in a cave), and besides, at a movie, you can't exactly talk. Or, at least, you're not ENCOURAGED to talk, whereas outside, who gives a fuck?!

So, anyway...That's sort of pissed me off, but taunt pis. I think I'm going to pick up my sketchbook, go sit outside, and draw something. Maybe I'll go to the pool to draw something. There's homework to be done, yes, but that can definitely wait until tonight, when there's no sun to be felt.

soulbox 2003-04-21 15:22 (link)

and its not that i dont want to spend time with you... i do! i just dont like going to the pool. i dont mean to be rude when i dont go... i just really dont want to go to the pool. but if it i had known that it really meant that much to you i would have said yes... i did realize it ment alot to you but when i went back to see if you still wanted to go you were all..... yeh. i really do like to spend time with you, though. and i do live in a cave alot of the time but thats just part of who i am right now. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	seahawkmiles 2003-04-21 16:59 (link)
	*and i do live in a cave alot of the time but thats just part of who i am right now. * Haha...Not for long. Soon you'll be at DA, and like it or not, you're gonna have to come out of the hole, so...enjoy it while it lasts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)