scrudder (scrudder) wrote, @ 2005-02-28 05:12:00

Current mood:	my brain, my poor brain
Current music:	"Prince Caspian" Phish (in my head)

friends first; marriage second and so on and so on
I woke up feeling horrible yesterday - I baptized myself in a scalding hot shower - I felt good - I fell into despair as every hour slipped away from me and the night drifted into madness... you cannot connect!

I woke up today feeling sluggish - I was angered, enreaged, challenged and belittled - yelled at and accused. (maybe I wasnt) I drifted from one page to the next as fast as I could - until I was half way there... Lunchtime - everything so much better now - so much brighter - I finish the work

"Oh to be Prince Caspian, I'll float upon the waves"
It really was, such a beautiful day - after the sun



-John

	sentimental maybe indirectly 2005-02-28 08:55 (link)
	I love that picture because it's an intriguing flower - interesting color combination - but I love it more because outside the camera's view, I am there, standing next to you. (Reply to this) (Thread)