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scrudder (scrudder) wrote,
@ 2005-02-10 14:16:00
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    Current mood:way too tired to continue
    Current music:Control: Mutemath

    Take a crack at life, see how it works out for you
    Loved the Magician and his nephew and was excited as I started The Lion, the Witch and the wardrobe today - Should be a nice weekend because of it. I still have miracles and the surprise of Joy to knock out along with the problem of pain which I've only started at a babies crawl. Anyways, it's been a while

    Pigeons Part I

    And as I stood toed in ground
    a hovering silence was never found
    I slanted in arched support
    allowing my mind to twist and contort
    and though I thought myself so bright
    the rain fell but heavy, felt so light
    and a wonder occured...
    though my memory may be blurred~
    The Black pigeon flew towards me
    The White one flew away
    and a thought occured to me
    "Have I always been so wrong?"
    "Have I stood in this corner oh so long?"
    and a new one (those who were first may be last)
    and I thought of this with its new contrast
    for the black came first and the White one second
    I thought this silly, for God has always beckoned
    My position was obvious to see
    since I hadnt moved -
    I was suffering under the black pigeons misery
    Encapsulating everything in my short history
    My path was obvious to tell
    go towards God or move towards hell!
    Best intentions perhaps not as easy as I thought
    fir I still stood in the corner, as if I were caught!
    the truth of the matter - not to be found in the rains gentle pitter patter -
    through my mind began to scatter
    Before the Grace of God go I
    Before the Grace of God I die
    Or is it another shatterproof bullet ripping through my eye?
    A lily green stem bending in the sky...
    "Get back to the point" I thought
    For I knew I needed to move towards God,
    that, and all I havent Got.


    J.S. 10 feb 05

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