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...we..we..we broke up....
I tried to sleep but i threw up and couldnt stop crying. so i decided to come and try 2 get my mind off of it and talk to people. It isn't working well. And i guess its about time to tell you what happened... We broke up... and i knew i shouldnt have gotten so close to him and gotten so attached to having someone there... i shoulda stuck to not having a bf and thats it, i'm back to it. i cant stand more pain like this, i just cant. I guess i can't handle it like i thought i could.... i'm going to cry now, here's our convo in case you were wondering just how it happened....
ChronoAlexis (9:05:43 PM): hello
DixieChika24K (9:05:45 PM): hi
DixieChika24K (9:05:56 PM): I'm confused...
ChronoAlexis (9:06:04 PM): about what
DixieChika24K (9:06:10 PM): ...stuff...
ChronoAlexis (9:07:25 PM): umm...
ChronoAlexis (9:07:38 PM): ive been thinking lately...
DixieChika24K (9:07:42 PM): okay....
DixieChika24K (9:07:51 PM): Tell.
ChronoAlexis (9:08:22 PM): whats the use
DixieChika24K (9:08:35 PM): ...i dont know...
DixieChika24K (9:09:28 PM): .... I had a feeling you were thinking that..
ChronoAlexis (9:09:58 PM): what is the use of
ChronoAlexis (9:10:02 PM): nevermind
DixieChika24K (9:10:04 PM): no
DixieChika24K (9:10:05 PM): finish
ChronoAlexis (9:10:57 PM): its kind of a very hard subject matter
DixieChika24K (9:11:16 PM): Is your point that you want to break up?
DixieChika24K (9:11:28 PM): if so, thats all you have to say.
ChronoAlexis (9:11:42 PM): how the fuck did you know
ChronoAlexis (9:12:15 PM): that was crazy
DixieChika24K (9:12:20 PM): hm?
ChronoAlexis (9:12:44 PM): ive been doubting alot lately
DixieChika24K (9:12:53 PM): doubting what?
ChronoAlexis (9:13:04 PM): us
DixieChika24K (9:13:11 PM): well duh, but why?
ChronoAlexis (9:13:38 PM): there is no use for us being together anymore
DixieChika24K (9:13:45 PM): becuase...
DixieChika24K (9:13:46 PM): ?
ChronoAlexis (9:14:27 PM): is there any use?
DixieChika24K (9:15:14 PM): whatever Cody. fine we broke up, i'll leave it at that.
ChronoAlexis (9:15:27 PM): whatever
DixieChika24K (9:15:35 PM): I'm sorry
ChronoAlexis (9:15:45 PM): for what
DixieChika24K (9:15:59 PM): For whatever, whatever made you doubt.
ChronoAlexis (9:16:16 PM): dont be sorry
DixieChika24K (9:16:40 PM): but why Cody? What changed?
ChronoAlexis (9:17:08 PM): nothing
ChronoAlexis (9:17:11 PM): i dont think
DixieChika24K (9:17:14 PM): then WTF
DixieChika24K (9:17:21 PM): ????
ChronoAlexis (9:17:31 PM): let me think for a sec
DixieChika24K (9:17:34 PM): k
ChronoAlexis (9:18:30 PM): its just that nothing has changed and nothing will change
DixieChika24K (9:18:57 PM): ...okay...
DixieChika24K (9:19:02 PM): O.o
ChronoAlexis (9:19:11 PM): i mean, i never even see you at all
DixieChika24K (9:19:17 PM): i know
DixieChika24K (9:19:21 PM): oh well
DixieChika24K (9:19:46 PM): *shrug* fine then. i dont see why you asked in the first place then but okay
ChronoAlexis (9:20:02 PM): i didn't know anything then
DixieChika24K (9:20:15 PM): Fine, i was a mistake, i'll take that.
ChronoAlexis (9:20:24 PM): no you weren't
ChronoAlexis (9:20:41 PM): i would still not know anything if this never happened
DixieChika24K (9:21:14 PM): okay, so i taught you a lesson, even better.
ChronoAlexis (9:21:27 PM): im sorry
DixieChika24K (9:21:34 PM): It doesnt matter
ChronoAlexis (9:21:47 PM): how could it not
DixieChika24K (9:21:56 PM): heh, i dont know.
ChronoAlexis (9:22:15 PM): when i wasn't grounded anymore i heard how you missed me so much
DixieChika24K (9:22:24 PM): Yeah....
DixieChika24K (9:22:33 PM): I did.
DixieChika24K (9:23:02 PM): Oh well, at least my fear didnt come true... i didnt hurt you...
ChronoAlexis (9:23:21 PM): yes, thats true
ChronoAlexis (9:23:28 PM): i just hope im not hurting you
DixieChika24K (9:23:43 PM): Nope, i'm just freakin fine
ChronoAlexis (9:24:53 PM): no your not
DixieChika24K (9:25:05 PM): how'd you guess!?
ChronoAlexis (9:25:36 PM): brb
DixieChika24K (9:25:43 PM): oh well, i'm leaving.
ChronoAlexis (9:30:39 PM): bye
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Auto response from DixieChika24K (9:30:39 PM): Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, and trusting that they won't... ... oh well, too late.
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ChronoAlexis signed off at 9:31:18 PM.
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