Last night Justin came over. We sat around a lot. He sat there and talked to my family while we finished eating. It was nice. We watched Shallow Hal. That movie pisses me off in some ways. Why can't fat girls be HOT in the HOT sort of way? I don't get it.
I got in a weird mood last night. For the first half of the night I was incredibly happy but I got to thinking and it made me down. I hate my brain sometimes.
I beat Justin in Gran Turismo today. I didn't deserve it though. He made up for it plenty though.
I worked today. I had a nice time. There was a commerical filming for a retirement home today. It was pretty neat watching them all set up and such.
I am sort of excited about my loneliness now. I have so much spare time on my hands and not many good friends so I can work on bettering myself and finding a hobby to amuse me.
I got so annoyed today. Sometimes friends really suck.
I don't think that I am going to be able to sleep very well tonight after the conversations that Nick and my dad had with me. It makes me all sad. I hate thinking like this.
If you asked me what I wanted out of life I would respond with happiness. But, that is only the beginning.
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