Say You Love Me (sayyouloveme) wrote, @ 2004-03-09 23:31:00

Last night!
Last night Justin came over. We sat around a lot. He sat there and talked to my family while we finished eating. It was nice. We watched Shallow Hal. That movie pisses me off in some ways. Why can't fat girls be HOT in the HOT sort of way? I don't get it.

I got in a weird mood last night. For the first half of the night I was incredibly happy but I got to thinking and it made me down. I hate my brain sometimes.

I beat Justin in Gran Turismo today. I didn't deserve it though. He made up for it plenty though.

I worked today. I had a nice time. There was a commerical filming for a retirement home today. It was pretty neat watching them all set up and such.

I am sort of excited about my loneliness now. I have so much spare time on my hands and not many good friends so I can work on bettering myself and finding a hobby to amuse me.

I got so annoyed today. Sometimes friends really suck.

I don't think that I am going to be able to sleep very well tonight after the conversations that Nick and my dad had with me. It makes me all sad. I hate thinking like this.

If you asked me what I wanted out of life I would respond with happiness. But, that is only the beginning.

Lots of fun. shred_head 2004-03-11 02:37 (link)

I had a great time with you. Talking that little bit with your parents at dinner wasn't so bad actually, and I wasn't even all that nervous either. Was still a little nervous though. Yeah that movie is definitely not the nicest movie, but it was funny though, I really liked it, but parts were sad. And fat girls are really hot in the hot sort of way to certain people. Some people find fat girls to be hotter than skinny girls. That just isn't something that's widely accepted in pop culture so it doesn't get advertised very much, but it definitely exists. I'd say you've gotten much better at Gran Turismo though, you don't turn around in circles much anymore. Soon you'll be able to kick my ass. You didn't mention our spectacular batch of french toast that we made. It was kinda soggy but I still really liked it. We're going to have to try it again. You still look just as pretty in my eyes. (Reply to this) (Thread)