Say You Love Me (sayyouloveme) wrote, @ 2004-01-31 22:28:00

Over and over and over again
Today I am sad. Just in an overall bad mood.

sick of being pessimistic and not being able to change it.. pissed that i think about food all the time... pissed that i have cancer and that i can't go to school... just pissed that i am here and not at my apartment. all of that

That is it.

I had a good time with Justy last night. We watched lots of television and I basically slept a lot.

Today work sucked.

Tonight sucked because I was in a bad mood.

Tomorrow is the big find out how long I get to live doctor's appointment. I can't wait.

I need motivation.

"Because life is too short, you know? You just can't stay with one person....."

That is horrible. What if that one person is the person that means everything to you. My So Called Life book sucks.