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^*^*NoLi Me TaNgErE*^*^ (satansbabe34) wrote,
@ 2005-05-04 22:19:00
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    pain
    so many thoughts going through my head...main one being suicide...why do i feel like this?...gosh how can I not feel like this! So many things have happened today...i'm not going to prom...MY SENIOR PROM! something i'll probably regret the rest of my life...i'm in so much pain...i cant take this anymore....i want to be alone...i want to have someone..i don't even know what i want anymore...i hate my family so much...not all of them...really just my mom...gosh this pain hurts so much...i'd rather die a thousand deaths than be in the position i am right now


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Your Pain
(Anonymous)
2005-05-05 13:26 (link)
Why? What happened to you? Why are you in so much pain?

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Re: Your Pain
satansbabe34
2005-05-05 13:40 (link)
well I really don't know who asked me that, but since someone is obviously concerned i'll answer...my family situation is unbearble...i can't take living in a place so small with so many close-minded people. I have so much to offer this world *well i think* and all my thoughts and opinions are being wasted in this hell whole. It all started with prom and escaladed to so much more. I don't understand what's wrong with me anymore...i'm slipping away from reality...i'm going away to another world. I'm in a world full of pain that I wouldn't wish upon anyone else.

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