maestra (sarahprincess24) wrote, @ 2003-06-19 10:13:00

New Day
Today was the first day of my bumming around days and there's so much to be done...hehe. It was funny cause I woke up at around 6:30...I guess my body clock is still adjusting to the sweet fact that I don't have to worry anymore about waking up early in the morning...well I went back to sleep again and got up at around 9:30am. Had breakfast...watched TV...played the piano...took a bath...watched disc 1 of My Big Fat Greek Wedding (John Corbett was totally dreamy...wait did I spell his name correctly?)...surfed the net looking for Vic Zhou pics...hehe...then watched Meteor Garden...played with my nephews...then cooked dinner (we had steak...yum yum!)...watched buffy...played the piano again...then played the quitar...then I started surfing the net:) I know it doesn't seem really eventful well that was actually my point in resigning...I want to live a non-eventful life...for now...i badly need rest after the emotional rollercoaster ride I had last summer.

Yesterday was a memorable day...it was my last day at work. I spent the entire day at school feeling all nostalgic...it was weird cause the day felt as if it was really long. I got to say goodbye to my former students who wouldn't stop hounding me around school ever since they found out I'd be leaving. Got to say goodbye to my forbidden love...hehe...didn't think he'd actually come up to me but he did...it's weird whenever he comes up to me he just keeps quiet...well we just keep quiet...it has always been really awkward between us but I'm sure so much is being said in those silent awkward moments...hehe...one thing I won't forget about him are those moments when I catch him looking at me...I know he likes seeing me smile so I smiled a lot whenever I'm around him...hehe. Said goodbye to my friends...it was really difficult...it sucks...just when I realize that I have good friends at work that I can really trust all these crazy things started happening in my life...oh well I guess life's like that...I know I need not worry cause eventhough I'm no longer with them I know they'll be my friends forever:) After work we went straight to Libis...we had dinner together...it was crazy...it was fun cause we were all laughing while we were eating...what could be more fun than doing those two things...hehe.

At the end of the day I felt complete. Well I have to admit I'm scared cause I still don't know what to do with my life but I'm happy I made this decision...God has blessed me so much in the three years I spent teaching...He blessed me by giving me the chance to touch people's lives...I won't be able to thank Him enough for giving me students who love me. It's amazing...for the past years i've been wondering whether I'm actually making a difference in the world...before I left school I realized I did...it was cool, yesterday I got to talk to my former students from the last three batches I handled and seeing how they've grown into fine young men I know I played part in their development *sighs*

I know I should change the title of my journal...I'm no longer a "maestra" ...maybe I should change it to "SUPERSTAR" hehe. I'm so excited about the countless possibilities I have before me...I'm planning on travelling...I'll be going to australia next month...my sister and I are planning on putting up a business...I know now I have enough time to practice my piano and guitar playing and it won't be long 'til I finally compose my very first song...there's so much to be done....I actually don't know where to start:) Well please wish me luck:)

Hi Sarah! kulots 2003-06-19 15:04 (link)

Hey girl! Musta na? I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better about the decision you've made. I've been following your posts and I'm happy that things are working out good, even if it seems like it's one step at a time (isn't that better though?). I know how you feel, leaving something like that which has been a huge part of your routine... But I'm sure you'll have plenty more to look forward to. Besides, it's challenges and changes like these that makes us grow into a better person and learn more about ourselves. All I can say is that I can totally relate with you. Anyways, I haven't talked to you or pauline for the longest time! Miss chattin w/ y'all. Ingats ka palagi and God Bless. If you need anything at all, just don't hesitate to bug me... I'm up for it. Cheleyfaye (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ksealed 2003-06-30 00:15 (link)
	hey, that's a pretty good start to being a bum. keep up the good work ;-P (Reply to this) (Thread)