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Show my Your Glory
I actually don't know what to write...well it's not like this day has not been eventful...in fact it was a really busy but I don't know how to start this entry. First, let me say that God has revealed some things to me today...I guess I'll just be writing them in bullet points since i'm so tired that I've lost my sense of coherence.
* No one loves me like God does- One good thing that the recent earth shattering eventshas brought me (my discovery of dad's infidelity) is my realization that truly it is only in God that I can find true love. The people around me, my family, friends, lovers may all turn their backs on me but God will never leave me.
* God is in control- Right now it may seem that my life is hopeless but as I was leading our praise and worship this morning I suddenly felt a sense of relief...it was as if God embraced me...hid me under His wings and assured me that He is in control of everything. It is only in God that I find comfort. Life may seem like crap right now but I know that God is control.
* I want to serve good fully- When I graduated from college I made a pact with God that if I don't get into law school I'd go into bible school...I wasn't able to go to law school...I never went to bible school...but now I'm carefully considering bible school. I actually want to resign from my work and go to bible school and just serve God forever.
This realizations are life changing...right now I just want to live my life for God. I've been doing all these work for the church for the past 24 years I've been alive but it is only this time that I actually want to have a life of service solely for God. But before I pursue there are things in my life I still have to fix...so please pray for me.
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We had our concert tonight...it was awesome!!! The house was packed...we didn't expect that people would actually come and see some struggling church band...lol...but God sent more than a hundered people to share the night with us. We're actually thinking about doing the concert a yearly event....ohhhhh I'm sooooo excited!!!
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