Sarah (sarahgellar) wrote, @ 2003-03-10 15:04:00

Current mood:	sad
Current music:	The Strokes - Trying Your Luck

I guess by now, everybody knows that this is my last season of Buffy. If they didn't read it on the net, they read it in last weeks Entertainment Weekly. This is one of the scariest years of my life. I don't know where I'm going to go from here, I'm never going to see Aly, Nick, James, Michelle or anybody on a daily basis ever again. I will never sit on my couch and do Michelle's hair, I won't laugh because my stunt double is twice my weight, and her boobs are three times as big. I won't get to bite James' tounge when we make out, and I won't get to take home all of those great clothes.

I am losing a lot with the end of this series. It was such a huge part of my life for seven years. I went from an almost unknown on a soap opera to a cult figure. All we were was a stupid little show based on a movie that was a huge failure at the box office, and we turned it into one of the biggest shows ever. And now I am just leaving that. Not for a movie career, not for a singing career -- I will never sing again if I can help it -- but just for Sarah-time. I haven't had Sarah-time in seven years. This is a scary prospect. I bet on the last day I'll beg Joss to keep the show going. I'm a baby like that.

I'm going to miss it so much.

	lea_rimes 2003-03-10 17:10 (link)
	You'll move on to bigger and better things, and you'll always have those memories to look back on. We can't all stay in one place for our entire lives. We have to move and grow. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sarahgellar 2003-03-10 20:48 (link)
	Moving and growing is such a scary prospective when you're doing so well, and you're so happy in your little bubble. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lea_rimes 2003-03-12 02:49 (link)
	Ah, true. But better to step out of the bubble while it's still sanding then let it collapse around you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)