rubics cubes are kinky (santastalkchild) wrote, @ 2003-04-17 23:08:00

I wish:
I wish Chloe and I were friends like we used to be.
I wish I had my A back in language arts.
I wish I freaking got math.
I wish my mom wasn't dying of cancer.
I wish my father would drop from this earth.
I wish I was rich.
I wish eric would change.

These are the wishes that will never come true...and i just wanted to get them out there and realalize they will never happen. Well, maybe the A in language arts will come true.



Here's a poem I've been working on:

~*Dove*~

You clip my wings
with sharp rusty edges
and i am
unable to fly.
I'm sick of this cage.
You throw things
make faces
make me restless
you are amused
so sick of this cage.
You dirty my feathers
by the extent of your sin
it seeps from your pours
you represtent everything dirty
I'm sick in this cage
dying in this cage.
I'm bounding your hands
you can't catch me
I'm out of your grasp
you are miserable and bound
like a fool
I'm finally free
from your dirty cages



Obviously it's about my father. I think I am going insane in this house.



(you, with nasty brown hair, need to move on. get over it...just freaking get over it....that's all i have to say)


I came over a revelation but i'm not going to dirty it by putting it on the internet :)



Here are some CD's I want:

*Linkin park-meteora
*Cold play- rush of blood to the head
*john mayer-room for squares
*The Ataris- so long astoria


there's more but i can't think right now.



don't get your diapers in a bunch...it's not becomming...

~Natalie

	heh dreamer1029 2003-04-18 00:02 (link)
	yeah. I want those cd's too. Cept meteora. i already have that. :) aren't you jealous!?!?!?!? And except for John Mayer, i don't really like him that much... but colddd playyy and the atarisss... definitely yo! I also want the new Godsmack cd.... i loveeeeee you natalieeeeeeeee (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: heh santastalkchild 2003-04-18 00:08 (link)
	i looooovvvveeee youuuuu tooooo! I listened to the John Mayer CD that my friend had, and it's REALLY good. the song Why, georgia, why, is greeeeeat! "i wanna puke on her" lmfao! I bet she's reading my journal as we speak! :flicks her off: Maria burned the meteora CD for me, she's givign it to me tomorrow :-D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: heh dreamer1029 2003-04-18 00:12 (link)
	lmao... see those eyes... they see EVERRRRYYYTTHINNGG!!! I've never heard the song Why Georgia. Maybe i'll have to give it a chance... heh heh. And yayyy Meteora is AWESHOME!!!!! lmao... remember? Thanksh... haa that was great... ok well bye. Daniellleeeeeeeee aka Wayne!!! hahaha SHIT WAYNE! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)