Tuesday (santasevil666) wrote, @ 2004-01-27 20:58:00

Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	Toxic Narcotic- Fuck You

im sick of being a magnet to bullshit.
fuck everything.
fuck skewl,
fuck friends,
fuck my family,
fuck love,
fuck heartbreak,
fuck everything. nothing has actually come out to be good. yea for a little while but of course....it turns to shit.
i always get into this shit that makes me get hurt....a lot....
friends that dont show me there true identity when its the worst time,
friends who act all "o u can trust me ill always be there for u"
yet thats bullshit.
friends that shit on u every single seconds.
fuck all of them. i cant handle bad friends rite now.
and this fucked up shit ppl kall "love"
fuck that. its stupid and it needs to stop. im against fucking love. which is y i shall die alone. and be proud cause i didnt fall for something that will end. because i now no how it feals.
r me and isaac even still together?! fuck i dont even no!
i no that hes IS gonna break up with me, but uhhhh has it happend yet? i dont no.
wow thats a load of shit...
psh i need to stop being shit on.
i have leni and sarah m. thats all i really need.
fuck everyone else. i dont need em. sure its awsome if i had more that two ppl i can really count on, but YA NO.
people surprise me everyday on how fucked up this world is.
meh i guess theses are "test" rite?
like im supposed to act like a good person when they happen.
well ive had more tests like this that i can count.
i no how to act during these things.
fuck everyone who thinks i dont no what im talking about,
ive been through more shit that the average person goes through in there lifetime,
AND IM NOT EVEN IN HIGH SKEWL!
fuck it i dont kare.
like i said, fuck everyone and everything I DONT KARE ABOUT ANYTHING RITE NOW.
so shit on me all u want, doesnt matter y?
CAUSE I DONT KARE.
fuck u.

	(Anonymous) 2004-01-28 08:11 (link)
	hey kristen, i know you soo really pissed right now but I just wanted to tell you that I really will always be there for you and i love you soo much and I hope you know that.... well i love you... bye -Jessica* (Reply to this) (Thread)