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copied from my Lifejournal.com account...
ok, the only reason i'm writ'g here is that blurty.com is DOWN again... shoot. pathetic. i think there'll be a day when blurty.com is down for so long that i will not LOOK BACK. LOL. moreover, i like the styles i get here on LJ!
ok, i attended this CCIV talk this afternoon ALONE (gucci didnt make it coz he had hella work to do at the lab and i asked him not to come w/ me). it's not really that bad coz at least it's in Cantonese and the topic (about religion in China) isnt that boring. it lasts for 120 mins and for the last 30 mins i became extraordinarily impatient and started to write to my pen-pal in Germany. (yeah, i made a new pen-pal recently thru' an org. called "Letter-net", and it's a way to brush up my German, hopefully...) there was this guy (aged around 40 i guess) sitt'g right next to me and he likes to answer questions so much that whenever the speaker throw a question on us, he'll murmured the answer. i was think'g, wat the heck, y dont u just scream out the answer coz w/ that level of voice, nobody would hear ya! but still this guy has brightened this talk a lil' coz he irritated me in a way that side-tracked me from the talk. LOL~
after tha talk, i called Gucci coz he asked me to. he said he's gonna walk me home. i was freaked out coz i didnt want him to just walk me home and eat alone. but he refused to leave me... his friends in the lab deliberately came down to meet us at the MTR... one of the 7 guys (i guess) invited me to have dinner w/ them, and i just said, "sorry, i have to go home tonite for dinner." they were like paparazzi... try'g to chase me and Gucci at the MTR station, and it felt really awkward ok? coz they're all grown ups but acting like kids...
i really dunno if it's a good thing or not to have a guy THIS sweet. sometimes it's quite burdening (i must admit) to have a guy TOO caring coz i used to play this part of being the SUPER CARING partner, and now he's tak'g this role away from me, which makes me a bit uncomfortable. thatz y i said earlier that i need some time to adjust to this new "environment". he has warned me that he suffocated her EX becoz' he didnt leave much room for her, now i kinda get the feeling. now i start to wonder if i did the same thing to my EXes!
he then joined his bunch for dinner after walk'g me home, and they went back to sch. at 10pm... i think he's not gonna leave the lab b4 12mid-night. *sigh* no talk'g on the phone tonite.
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2004-07-20 00:33
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hey, it's nice to know you are in da midst of your romance now. yeah, it can get a little stifling sometimes, especially if you don't give each other some space.
have you tried, like giving each other some personal space and time? like not meet all the time, even when you can... cos it'll go a long way if y'all can give each other some room some times, and learn to spend some individual time also. anyways, there'll be times in time to come when people have to be apart, even for a short while... and there will be times where we'll need to ba alone too... it's healthier, i think if we can learn to take care of each other, and not get burnt out/ tired at the end of the day...
well, like i mentioned b4, there's no measuring how much there is of love..., there's just learning to give and take, learning to appreciate and showing it... i heard this story once, when someone asked a mother of 4, who's expecting a new baby how she manages to share her love amongst all her children, she smiled and said, "i don't divide my love... i multiply it."
so there... OMG, i am so long-winded! haha... anyways, my grad photos should be up on imagestation soon, so check them out!
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