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| Current music: | Papa Roach - Blood Brothers |
All's fair in love and war...
Well, the thing with the best friend is now smoothed over... after posting that two days ago, I felt bad about it... like I had betrayed his trust in me by talking publicly about a private matter... but it doesn't matter now. I'm no longer mad at him, he used the same explanation I wouldv'e used: stress relief. His outburst of stress culminated in one simple comment. After that comment, I felt betrayed... he had previously told me he trusted me, and he trusts very few people. That trust felt violated when he accused me so blatantly like that. Still, as the title of this entry says, "All's fair in love and war..." and its true. He can get away with that because they love each other, and nothing so meager as a small arguement can break true love apart (if thats what they have)... also to break OUR bond would take quite a bit... he has been like my brother for 8 years, and is the only person who knows how truly stressful my life can be at times. And, with him being a single child, the brother thing can go both ways... I assume that i'm like the brother he never had. He is like family to me, and blood is thicker than water... even when that blood is not really identical.
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