Relly (s0phistication) wrote, @ 2003-07-05 20:44:00

Current mood:	annoyed
Current music:	Get Low - Lil Jon, Eastside Boyz, & Ying Yang

Hmm
(¯`·.·×(_ Guess Who Decided To Call _)×·.·´¯)
Yes, new design. Got bored. That boyfriend of mine actually called me, isn't that great? -.- Yeah, for about 10 minutes. They'll be in NC in another hour. He told me happy belated fourth and how he misses me and wish I coulda came with them and then he went into the places they've went and the hotels and said they're taking pictures. I didn't question him about any girls because that would make me look insecure and such when I'm not. Do I wonder if he's cheating on me? Yes. Do I care? Yes. Do I want to think about it every second? No. Am I going to ask him? No. Reason: I trust him and if he has something to say to me, he'll say it. Call me stupid if you want, but really, all the people that tell you that, either they've been cheated on or hurt by someone and place everyone of that sex in that category. It may be their way of warning you, but still. If they dun know that person like you do, why listen? If anything, I'd be pissed but I wouldn't blame him. He's going to college dating a junior in HS. Won't be long till he wants someone his age and I know it. Cle probably wanted the same, but with Boottee, I'm just doin the one day at a time thing.
(¯`·.·×(_ My Independence Day _)×·.·´¯)
My fourth of July could have probably been better. The usual happened. Went to the beach, Britt caught every guy's attention, had to stop on every block we tried to walk on, met every one of her friends while walking, ended up being broke by the end of the night. I swear that girl knocks like an inch off of my self esteem when I'm around her. Only thing different was the fireworks and we saw Jason and Stevie and then. FINALLY someone talked to me. -.- When she's around her friends, unless she wants to rest her head on me or some shit, I dun exist to her. Like always I talked to the person in her friends group who was there being quiet like I was. Then we found Jason and them and I stopped being bored since we were talking while Britt ran around. THAT and the crowd was CRAZY. I mean you couldn't even stand anywhere one side of the street was so busy. No one wanted to walk on the other cause it was only hotels on that side. Then the ride home, Lord.. 2 hours to get back home and my aunt lives 10 minutes away from the beach. It was crazy.
(¯`·.·×(_ Someone's Having A Birthday _)×·.·´¯)
- Cough. - My birthday is in 2 months and 8 days. The countdown has begun. ;D
(¯`·.·×(_ Read Any Good Books Lately? _)×·.·´¯)
I. Need. Money. Or a Barnes & Noble gift card. I am sick and tired of re-reading the books that I have. I know these damn things by heart. I finish reading it in like a half hour because I skip to all the good parts that I know are there. I'm reading the books for AP English and they're not bad, but a few new books wouldn't hurt.
(¯`·.·×(_ Scream III Tour _)×·.·´¯)
Britt and I rape Omarion(B), Boogie(S), Nick(S), Marques(S), and Mario(B) in 1 month and 6 days. ;x
(¯`·.·×(_ Anything Else? _)×·.·´¯)
Nope. Nothing more. Uh, I decided to change the title of my book. Poetry in Motion is used too damn much. It scares me how I never heard it so much till I made it the title of my book. -.- I'm going to start back with the poems and sayings because the last time I went away, I wrote 3 poems. One of them basically sums up my holiday, so here ya go. Btw, ANYONE WHO TAKES, COPIES, USES, RECITES any poem I place in here, you better pray I dun hear about it on tv because I have dates, computer copies, and pencil written pages of each and every poem I have ever written. God will deal with you for stealing my soon-to-not-be-personal writings, but if you even THINK about publishing any of MY work, oh you'll hear from me. Bye <3

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Just Because
Just because I'm not as pretty as her,
Doesn't mean I'm not cute.
Just because my hair isn't as long,
Doesn't mean it's not long enough.
So my nose is bigger than hers,
It fits with the rest of my face.
I weigh some pounds more than her,
Doesn't make me less appealing.
Just because she's had more boyfriends,
Doesn't mean I won't have one.
Just because I don't dress like her,
Doesn't mean I can't dress.
And just because I don't appeal to every guy she gets,
Doesn't mean I'm not as wanted or beautiful. ‹-i|

	smoothoperator 2003-07-10 14:16 (link)
	yo Relly..this Marc..add me bc I already added you...Nice blurty and me and my brother are kickin Raz-B and Lil Fizz outta b2K so we can join.....HOLLA AT YA BOY (Reply to this) (Thread)