Danielle Nicole (ruthlessone20) wrote, @ 2012-04-18 22:09:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, Once Upon a Time....
Ladies and gentlemen,
Here's a story for you.
Once upon a time..
There was a lady who believed in love with all her heart.
But every week a guy would come into her life.
And at the end of the week that guy would exit as quickly as he entered it.
It was a tragedy everytime it would happen
But that young lady was cursed with no cure.

With so many heartaches, you would think she would give up on love.
But day in and day out she would continue to believe that one day
love would be true to her and she would be able to fall into it
But when should that lady give up?
After a year of heartaches and let down, should she just walk away and give up?
Or should she keep on pushing through hoping for a good happy ending..
Does everyone go through this or was it just this lady's bad luck.
She always would say right before she would go to sleep
'Why me?'

But no answer would come, and she believed no answer would ever come.
We all know that lady is me...
Today someone mentioned your name.
Actually they didn't
They said 'the twins' and followed it with ...
"I know you don't want to hear this Danielle,
But he's getting pretty serious with her'
...That's the only way to shatter my heart.
No insults, no name calling.
Just tell me the one guy I have ever loved,
has truly moved on...
And about ready to get on his knee for her.
Go ahead, warn me.. Like I don't already know secretly.
I mean he told he was ready to buy a house.
That only means one thing....
That my nightmares are soon to come true
And there is no way to stop them from happening....
I have been through 20 guys in the last year ..
Not one, promising or willing to stick around.
I feel worthless in a way.
Like I'm not good for anyone.

Kevin called tonight,
wanted me to know that
...
I'm beautiful with a great personality
and that every guy that has ever fucked me over
...well its his lose he walked away from something so great.
It's words he says to me everytime but I don't believe them
He and I both know, he shouldn't even waste his breath